this is painful but i gotta accept it...
Zoul Slimboy was here :D
few dayz very chaotic...
im quite restless although supposed to be restin...
overall my review of myself...
i felt that im an OGRE!!!
u noe y? i tell u y!
Even my name say sooo...
im selfish, ignorant, hot-tempered beast!!!
my weakness is im too kind, always fall to the hands of bit*hes...
n weakness of beautify could also corrupt my mind...
unless the other part of me...
im creative, yearn to learn...
im crazy, ive learn to love...
im easily, to be broken...
Nevertheless, im smart...
but y an ogre?
i dun reali noe the reason...
but my instincts tells me so...
they ugly, not to mention big!
meant to be left alone...BEWARE!!!haha...
deep in the forest, full of mud....
n the fittests shall survive...
im quite a risk taker
hear words " we meant to be together!"
but sudden dissapearance happened...
aft mentionin most gravely words...
either boths side heards the news,
its either me or her flown away...
in order to stay alive,
gotta silence myself to despair...
masks hv to be put on...
unless i wanted ppl to see the reali me...
which could be disheartenin enuf for me...
burstin out a canal full of tears...
privatin my blog would be a waste of time...
juz keepin offline n dun update...
no one would be able to understand dis post,
coz they tot im hvin some heartbroken...
but im not...hah!
im juz didnt realise how "ugly" i cn be...
who cn i reach it out to?
decode my mind....
~ slumbeRULEZ ~
SILENCED @ 2:20am....19th january 2009...
*sumone hv been miss frm dis blog...hmmm whre is she? ~ zoul
