i juz wanted to be FREE!!!!!
Zoul Slimboy was here :D
now im reali angry...im total pissed off...y izit hard for me to clique wif my family....criminals always say: one person's blame....will became another person's blame...now i reali hate my family...how i wish i was alone....successful....rich...till then if im not categorize in this category, dun ever hope they do good to me...why izit always money matters? money does matter....when i tot money cnt buy happiness...itz partially worng! money cn buy most of happiness...in fact money cn even buy ppl u want!!! itz the truth! all this text dat i wrote is frm my clear-conscience, hard-headed......HATRED!!! early in the mornin, i fought wif my mak-long...i felt hurt...coz the person is the one who took care of u wen ur sick...i didnt wish dis could be happenin...we fought bcoz of my bro...my bro is pri 4 n he got most of the previllages frm my family....last time i was jealous...ill admit dat but im 18 now i could think on my now...but now it way over board!!! now i dun reali understand my history of wrongdoings could ended up to be my fault...whre all grown ups say dun ever bring up the past....how naive cn they be...ITZ MY LIL BRO SHUD BE APPREHENDED!!! IM NOT IN THE WRONG!!! Y IZIT ALWAYS MY FAULT WHEN I DUN EVEN DID ANY MISTAKES!!!! IM SICK OF THIS!!! I JUZ WANNA TO BE ALONE...IN MY WORLD....WHRE I CN KILL MYSELF...ONLI MY HISTORY N MY KINDNESS TO MY FRENDZ SHALL BE TOT BY THEM.....
JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!
* i hate evione in this world...there is no meanin of me livin here...whre evitin is a mistake for me....how i wish i could juz be *dead*...
juz reach me on the phone...if u nd me...i nd sumone to talk to...
Labels: thinkin of suicide
