Jazz Fusion~

1 week off....BLOCK LEAVE ROCXZ!!! HAHA

2009-09-14T12:47:00.011+08:00

Hols is finally here! fuuh! didnt tot dat servin ns also could bring hols to us! well we also nd a break rite? haha! but im juz worried dat when i go back, ill grow back to squad satu!!! FREAK-OUT!~ im sure i don't want dat to happen... -_-"....so im suppose to run today but nah goin out to partey!!! enjoy life...come on! its a form of exercise rite? don't tell me walkin arnd SG isnt exercise?!! LOLZ...

now i got 1 week off...i mustn't 4get to exercise, at least 10'000 steps a day or more! (didn't noe walkin could be so hard!) :P n tmrw i got a futsal match @ CAGE (kallang)...its between Recruits n Sergeants! on top of that, our Sergeant Major might be joinin us!!! die....silently....for us...recruits...wad if we, recruits won the match? wad will happen when we go back? brrr....scary...

nvr mnd all dat...all i noe for the past few dayz, ive enjoy myself! esp yest! On sat, its a reunion with The BELs! although abit cock up to go geylang, atleast i got to see my dearest frends aft awhile...Ifah, Inah, Fidah, Wan, n Bel...i mean...aizad...haha...* whre are the pics ifah??!!

F . R . U . I . T - P . A . R . A . D . I . S . E.

N yest, the best time of my life...yet...i didnt expect to hv a reunion with rash! n hunks, maurice, mirul n hadi! talkin crap with them was the best! miss those dayz...but we hunks were late n made rash waited almost 30 mins...sorry rash! maurice fault...lucky i managed to fast...had dinner at marina square, LJS, den rash brought us to one place whre only fruits!....has its own paradise!...its near Plaza Sing...n its called

F.R.U.I.T - P.A.R.A.D.I.S.E! lookin at the fruit tarts makin me hungry agn...haiz....pics comin up!

GIVE ME A HELL YEA'!!!

2009-09-05T01:26:00.002+08:00

urgh...ive left my blog all alone for quite sometime now...all dusty plus cobwebs! lol...well well lets see...wad ive gone thru for this current stage in life...

now im ~~wastin~~...i mean...im currently servin my 26weeks of bmt n still waitin to pass-out parade to come...but nvrtheless...nah! long long way to go! now im enterin my 3rd month....i guess? haha! lotz of things ive achieved thru hardships...like i got marksman in my range, accumulate 29 out of 32 shots! n i got to be Platoon In-Charge...seriously im so hatin it... but datz a pass...no point talk about it anymore...n im fitter den last time...for now, i shall keep my weight a secret...haha! =)

i think ive gone to solitude from everyone...its like being in the episode of "LOST" whre ur stuck with a group of ppl tryin to survive n solve the riddle of the island...i think hvin a phone whre hv no incomin call r useless...so why bother rite? haha...throw the phone away! datz better...

well i cnt reali thinkin anitin else to update...so nitez...

n my bunk mates rockz!!!!! kinda! =P

give me a hell yea!!!

Let Me Go!!! i really miss her...

2009-08-16T13:00:00.002+08:00

silently regretted....silently shattered...i rather give my all...to the right girl...the one...chasin me...not my type...how am i not surprised?
livin' in traumatised....kept in fear....how cn i not hurt her?now i believe....i cn make it...to achieve what's best for me...
i knew yesterday i would meet...the one i would want to be with...strike thru my mind...dampened my spirits....never agn...think about it...
tampines one...opposite teadot...why didnt i say hi? a friendly smile?or just a simple stare?it must be concluded....

on fly high...ive kissed u tonight... -_-"

2009-08-02T11:45:00.004+08:00

insanely insane...ive lost my mind...in a way...

i met "her"...lingers in my thoughts...seductively...

its her...n a guy... plus me... the third one...

no matter how hard i try...it still botherin me...

im just crammin' my head off after a day of chaotic...first time our eyes met, she went bonkers by "touchin" me...i just cnt describe wad happen yest in detail...still unclear for me, to visionize it once again...

......i shall regret it for doin this....

KAN KU CARI KONKLUSI!!! YEAH!

2009-07-04T13:55:00.002+08:00

kekasilang kata, membuat parah

menambah persoalannya...

aku tak pasti yang kita hadapi

yang kita semua....cari!

Coba tenang seketika, coba pejam mata,

biar resah hilang saja...

Dan coba, diam yang bicara...

sunyi yang bersama, ditemani jasa kita...

kan ku cari konklusi

my translation in english

accidental words, destroys your life

by flooding with more questions

what we been through, ive still have no clue...

what we have been finding for, dying for!!!!

At last! this will be the very chance!

Up against the rest! to be the very best!

At last! thre's a spirit inside me!

its burnin within me!

n im not gonna leave my destiny!

Not gonna leave my destiny!

the more i think of her...the more i will miss her =(

2009-06-14T01:50:00.004+08:00

i really had fun these few dayz...esp on friday! my dreams was half fulfill when i got a date early in the mornin! sounds weird? i called it romantic! =)

woke up arnd 7am...smile widely n thinkin bout dis date...i was like "dis cnt be happenin, cn it?" attitude...so while i took a bath, i stop n stare the mirror, reason: DOUBTFULNESS...coz im pretty sure sumone will back out last min...which sometime could be pretty sux...but still, she sms me, sayin she woke up late...hahah! as long as its still a go, im fine! so meet her at inter, we off to KFC!

b4 i leave, how i wish i could say to certain sumone that i had a splendid time with her!!! juz a normal breakfast early mornin for 2, isnt normal at all! if i could, n if i would find the time, i would spend every second with u, right beside u, with no obstacle... but for now, thre a big obstacle, which looks like itz impossible to even lift it up! but now, i hv a long term plan, which its awesomely.........sux......to the core...

at least i managed to tell her dat i would really wish to hv a date with her when my 2 yrs of manship hv passed...its a start rite? hehe...took me all the strength n courage to be pluck out...juz to say those words...hope it wouldnt go in vain...just for u, 2 yrs and counting...

n oh b4 i 4get.... OFFICIALY 2 DAYZ LEFT!!!

n i shud be completin my shoppin spree for NS stuff...haha...

n i get to eat all the food at BEACH ROAD! with my family!!! n i tot i was gettin fatter!!

n idiot aizad was stalkin me! *seriously i didnt noe whre the hell he came frm...

i was slurpin n choppin my bone steak on one hand...but thres a vision of aizad in my eyes when i look on top of the empty space...

but for 1 second, possibly hallucination

but for 2 seconds n he was smilin?! still a possible

but for 3 seconds n he was wavin at me?! total stalker i would say!!! haha

so with all smudges on my mouth, i juz went up to see him...

sorry for no informin u aizad regardin my NS status! but now u noe...

i just cnt wait...to go off n....miss her... =))

Full Moon...reminiscin the past...

2009-06-06T00:47:00.004+08:00

05 June, whre full moon really shine on me tonite...thre i was walkin home, with fatigue n all...i was reminiscin...the past...sometimes being alone isnt dat bad after all...whre ur takin ur time to hv fun while...ur leavin the most precious, lovable person, frends n my family behind...most of my frends was freakin dissapointed with me for not informin them bout my NS...hah!...whre, intentionally, i wasnt really plan to tell them at all...

since NS is a small part of my dream, im really lookin forward to it! sad but yea...im gonna prove those fools n bitches dat i could be more graceful n elegant as other guyz...but ive been thinkin, what would i do, juz to justify my reason for leavin them without a word? since last week, im left with 23 dayz...ive made a lotz of frendz! more like the guyz group whre, for once, i felt a sense of belongin... well im not sayin dat hangin out with the girls is no fun at all?! they great! only now i cn get realy crazy beyond words! :P

i guess this will be a goodbye for 6 months...more like 2 yrs! haha! i wont be bookin out 4 awhile now...i wont be seeing u guyz till then...im tryin to achieve wads impossible for me...wish me good luck guyz! i rather leave than say goodbye

ill miss my new frendz, miss the bels...n im gonna miss... ***

P.S if u managed to read this, its either im gone or about to get goin...coz this post will be the last post...b4 ill come back... :D

~ a beautiful maiden...wait for me...

how could U be so heartless?!

2009-05-19T22:04:00.004+08:00

IM BACK!!! back whre? hmmm...lets see...im not sure haha! im juz back!!! ive been gone 4awhile now...there shud be atleast some updateZ?!...ummm...oh yea! i hv! haha!

15.05.09 ~ I woke up, slouchin, laze arnd with feelin tiredness...den my phone began to rung every 5 mins!!! u guyz r lucky dat i juz woke up...hehe...evione kept callin, askin me to come asap...reason lackin of manpower...i was kinda frust whre im supposed to be comin later! not earlier!!! haha! im a graduate rmmbr? haiz...well bcoz of the wake up call given, i gotta miss Fidahbella's bday party...sory fidah! so wen thre, meet at IC room, n off to meet ifah...hehe...sory didnt bother to help...

so i wen to meet ifah in skool, but had to go aft awhile...so sorry ifah...but ur tired rite? haha! den its a start to my temporary fun! as the day goes by, as usual, i made evione my frends! i had to be crazy for the moment or else the camp would be dead...dead i tell u!!! haha! but still i let the directors to be in charge while i have my fun....

games being played, n im one of the station master, they had fun wif me! a bunch of sportin bratz!!! haha! but the day still had to end...with dinner! but i wouldnt be so sure the food be great...this time its packed food! rice with nata de coco? wad food is dat? it fitted for monkeys! not humans?! well hv to bear wif it...i took only 5 spoons of rice...den aft dinner, movie nite! SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE was the movie of the nite, quite cool, based on true events of bombay, but still quite draggy...but all the newbie cnt stop talkin to me...haiz!

den itz time for our fav thing to do...sleep! but on a camp nite? sleep...nah! no way! hang over with my mates n play guitar! n u shud noe if thre guitar, ill for sure will play it! n sing! haha! the whole nite performance by me from 1.30am to 6.30am was fun! chinese, malay n english song, no matter wad we still sing! comments from the floor said i got a beautiful voice n i play gracefully! hahah! paisey SEY! haha...kembang aku...hehe... so thats the end of the 1st day...here comes the 2nd day...

early mornin i had to do some exercise....damn...i had to do it! not to let my juniors down...hv to join...haizz...im quite dissapointed actualy, early mornin somemore...but nvr mnd...i juz wanna end the day...den we had lunch, all the juniors add IC @ facebook, play pictionary n done...last meetin we had a group meetin...askin hows the experience, n me! as a senior over thre had to pass all my experience...hahha! i feel honoured...hehe...n im off to home sweet home...actualy i wen home early coz im chasin a girl! hahha! but too bad she attached! ish! -_-" but still i had loads of fun! i love u guyz!!! both Directors n juniors! how bout dat girl? nah!

18.05.09 ~ itz a rottin monday, rot n rot at home as usual, but arnd 5.30pm maurice called me to inform me sumtin impt! the juniors want me back to school! hahhah! they miss me...aww how touchin...i hv to come coz ive promised to go lepak wif maurice aft the camp but...i...went off to chase her hahha! sorry but ill come to meetin...so i went to meet him n farhan at tamp 1, juz to dicuss bout the meetin...n the stupid thing is, we still hv time to play Guitar hero arcade! hahah! n maurice u suck! lolz! for juz a short moment we all had fun! but aft dat i had a peaceful dinner wif inah at macs, atleast she came down la...unlike somebody tau! hahah...lepak sekolah boleh, lepak ngan kite penat! ;P nana~nanana! heheh...tkpe its ok! next time... :D

well datz all i had, fun, crazy ppl, bunch of bratz but still cool la! i love them! haha...

I HATE U Mr. BOOGEYMAN!

2009-05-10T23:29:00.002+08:00

ur pointless urge to find fault with me had made me come to a decision...ill leave u n ur pathetic life alone n make sure u dun bother mine...coz both of us would be happy...ill leave the house, my cats n my memories juz to make ur miserable life at ease...go FCUK urself! its saddens me too much whre u, MR BOOGEYMAN, had to be right always n im in the wrong n i had to give in n say sorry...when even i did sumthing right or i did nothin at all, u called me an insolent fool! how hurt am i?! u made my maklong cried, u made me choose...between my family n my life...i choose my life...

~nothin can made me stop dreamin...no matter what it takes, even dishonorin me frm my family...

Damn it Zul! u shud noe better?!

2009-05-05T21:42:00.002+08:00

05/05/09 i knew i forgotten sumtin bout this day...sumtin impt...how i wished to celebrate my dad's bday with a feast...haizz...ive juz realised that we, as a family, didnt rmmbr my mom n dad's bday....every year juz wished happy bday thru phone...Zeela!!! u shud noe better too since ur bday is a few days apart frm his bday!!! urs like 12th May?! hiyo! luckily today my dad workin night shift...so to my dad...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U! SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN YG KE ??....gosh! im super damn pethetic...ive gotta ask his age wen he comes home... ;P but i noe he's oreadi 50++...or izit? 60+? -_-"

aniways...for an adult, birthdays, is a "no big deal" but teenagers like us, it a "hell yeah!" of a big deal, itz evitin to us...ahahah! but im sure my incomin bday will be crushed juz like dat since my 18th bday was predicted correctly, nothin at all! haha...or izit i got hell on my bday? urgh memories...hahha!

n to hidayah....HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!! may u not stress eviday n may u succedd in life!!! :D

On thursday im off to check out my new school at orchard! hopefully i could get in dat school... ;D so no updatez tmrw...n i hope i wouldnt nd to work at my dad's stall tmrw...hehe...

ive got no one to go to...when all hopes are depleted...

2009-04-26T13:21:00.002+08:00

i juz wanna say....ill miss evione...hahah!

i couldnt sleep a wink today...aft ive reached home arnd 11pm+ yest...sumtin bugs me all over my body...itz either im hallucinatin or itz my conscience which bugs me...i think itz choice no.2...i felt angry with evione n i actualy kept anger inside me...i didnt noe who or whom to be angry with? ive got no one to go to...dis mornin, arnd 12.30, lay on the bed...but slept at 3.03am...so most prolly during 2hrs of gap in between 1230hrs n 0330hrs, im hallucinatin...weird...

when all hope seems gone, not to worry! juz smile n move on! n whre all frends r dissapearin, fret not! juz chill! n the most fav qns: what to do? i wonder am i needed or unwanted...hahaha!

not to worry i shall leave...

2009-04-22T23:02:00.009+08:00

now im back in reality...im up n runnin....i shud blog bout my trip! hahaha! so it all happen on a Sunday Mornin... im surprised dat i could wake up early...but cnt realy decide wad to do on a special sunday...or else my sunday would be bored as my monday,

tuesday wednesday n thursday...maybe friday too! hahah! den all of the sudden struck me wif an idea...why dont i go to malaysia n enjoy?! since im free rite...im in need of break frm others since im juz like a dummy whre a qns will popped out for me..."am i needed or unwanted?" well didnt care bout all dat so im OFF TO MALAYSIA!!! n alone too! hehe...it was supposed to be a lone trip but tragedy strikes!i took a train, to bus, passed thru SG Customs, passed thru New JB customs, 10min walk thru the customs to the mall n success! manage to find the mall...so my 1st trip was at City Square, JB! cn waste any precious time, so i proceed to the food court to eat...

King Chicken chop ~ whre tasteless became more tasteless! lol...

cnt denied it i rather eat their chicken pics than the food...kinda waste my 9.90RM...didnt managed to eat all coz it has no taste! so ate lil bit den went off to Cathay Cineplex to catch a movie...i told u whre "tragedy strike" happens aft my lunch...saw my cousin at the toilet n they were excited to see me whre im was goin to be busted if anione found out...damn...but at last ive decide to join dem since they offered a ride home...so movie plan was still a go!

the queue at JB movie theatre! packed with FULL HOUSE!!!

JANGAN TEGUR!!! ~ BE SILENT!

Inside the movie...see nice pic i took! hehe!

the movie was epic-death! the best malay horror film of the year! too much scary scenes but the most funny part is seeing my whole family shoutin in fear! hahha! oh im bad! wakakakaka!

aft 3hrs of horrifyin fear...wet marketin shoppin time!...not for me la...sheesh! lol...of all the pleasure we cn do but nooo~ marketin must be proirtise 1st!!! dat was a statement made by my aunt...so we went to JUSCO, Terabau City, the biggest outlet of all the JUSCO! i was hopin to go A&W thre since they r the biggest mall n they shud hv it...(i hope) haha...but still nooo...perhaps next time coz we goin to eat near the sea wif seafood! another statement frm my aunt...agn...maybe i shud avoid her statement in near future coz most of it r a "no" statement..^_^v

so aft done wif the marketin...IT TIME TO...MAKAN SEAFOOD!!! WOOHOO! well yumyum! hahah! was lookin 4ward to it...i guess...so we took a 15 min journey to SENIBONG! hahah...(cool name if we change it to english...ART~BONG!!!) sory i didnt hv the pics to the yummy, delicious, temptin food coz my lil sis "so itchy hand" n accidentally delete the food pics away...sheesh...nvr mnd...

we were thre...emjoyin the breeze of the night sea...n we ordered Spicy Kang kong, Butter Prawns, Tom yum seafood n Sweet n sour Fish!!! itz the most ex dish on our table...cost arnd 50RM! n it big!!! enuf for me...oops..my whole family...hehe...but all cnt go on wif all the food so im up for it to finish it! i was in heaven!

itz 9pm n we off back to SG...not to 4get my frends, i bought some goodies! hahaha...since they worried that i wont come back...or the best...they tot i might stay thre alone...hahah!

now im back in SG save n sound...n i might be thinkin to go JB agn!...or other country? hehehe...enjoy the other pics ive taken thru my journey!

dis picture? sorry my inner-kid was unleashed...tempted wif toys!

like BUTTON ON la! serious!

goodies!!! for my frends! more than that came from!

Inner City ~ like bugis street! cheap!

more uniquely weird...Uniquely SG is at the center of a malaysia mall! hahaha!

ZoulSlimboy ~ im confused...what the reason behind ur arrival back to me?

Feeling Lethargic...

2009-04-21T04:26:00.002+08:00

i am Lethargic Lad!!! ~ a comic book siries by Greg Hyland

whoa...ive been feeling lethargic since i went on a trip to malaysia...itz an impromtu thingy...whre i decide to go malaysia juz like dat...haha! aft the trip...ive been feeling very sleepy, tired...so many thing i wanna update about my trip...but too bad i cnt lift up my eyes too much...even dis update is not really an update...im lucky enuf to hv wake up 4:30 in the mornin bcoz of some dream...i shall update wen im not feeling lethargic...

ZoulSlimboy ~ which country shall i visit next? since im free rite? hahahah!!!

PLZ!!! I ND TO GO HIGHER NITEC!!! ONE LAST TRY...

2009-04-15T08:06:00.002+08:00

ive been prayin all day n night, in my heart since yest afternoon...for one last time...with an inside info given to me...i quickly rush down to tampines ITE, hopin to get in into HN...so went to meet up wif Wei Cheng since he got another chance too...lucky him...he'll be startin today...juz nice...i hopin today they would give me a call...or else, if my application successful, ill be goin in my class like an alien....n ill be missin some classes n orientation too...thres a funny story behind it...so aft we reached to the admin's office, WC 1st qns was: i want to pay school fees! hahaa...nicee one...but he isnt in yet...so hes payin for no reason...some lecturer was being called down to settle this...he was being randomly sarcastic! mostly to me coz im juz on the line of death to apply for dis course, Info Tech...here's how the conversation happen...

Lecturer: So u want to enter my course uh?!!

Zoul: yerp! coz ive tried appealin dis course thru the net but still no avail...but i was told juz now, in the mornin, thre are some available slots in the class...datz y im here...*catchin my breath*

Lecturer: hmmm...wah...thre something wrong...u shud noe...*sarcasticaly*

Zoul: Realy? sumtin wrong? wif me? is thre sumtin i shud noe? (I was tinkin izzit bcoz of my size he's talkin bout? coz ill go in rage if he said that!)

Lecturer: itz UR HAIR!!! too long! so wad ur gonna do bout it...

Zoul: well ill cut if i make it to HN! *happily*

Lecturer: so if u dun make it, ull will not cut la?!

Zoul: *grinnin* nope...ill shud cut my hair even ill make it or not make it to HN...

den he went away while ill complete my form...well i wont cut my hair if i dun make it...for wad? i rather wait my turn to come...NS i mean...haha! so aft done wif the form, the receptionist told me sumtin to me...hey dun tell anibody bout this ya! hahahaha!...the surprisin part is...WC told me dat WAS the Section head of our course...i was like omfg!!! i was darin enuf to talk back...phew! lucky i didnt act stupid...

well now i juz gotta wait for my turn to come...so i wont be on9 to FB till night comes...coz im waitin for a call...wish me luck guyz! cya!

ZoulSlimboy ~ i want dis....i want dis....i want dis.s..s...s.s...*mumbling*

Reflection... Resolutions... till now...

2009-04-11T02:46:00.002+08:00

Reflections...Resolution...of my lyfe till now...doesnt it get any better? now dat im rottin at home instead of workin (most of the dayz...rottin...hehe...) w/o turnin on any electrical appliances, ive been sit at one spot (not toilet ah!) ,wonderin whre would i go from this very point of my lyfe...i must do sumtin...at least sumtin rite? not rottin alone wif my cats at home...hahaha! even my cats go their own statement to keep...whre else me? a soul-less soul with directions...haizzz....

I shall not be intimidated by dis feelin!!! agrh!! kk now i got no way of further my study since i dun want ITE...lol...itz the other way around i suppose...so im bettin my future n placin my lyfe to Government's harsh teachin bootcamp...The NS!!! yup datz rite...im hopin to get to Home Team Academy a.k.a The Police Force...but my 2nd choice eh? hmm...Army?(weird feelin) brrrr....*shiverin* i rather not...i suppose my NS letter to come soon as i cnt wait to go! haaha! to become a man la katekn...hehe! but itz kinda diff for december babies...alwayz receive at very last min...wen the deadlines r near...haizzz...so hope enlistment will come arnd JULY? maybe? haha! so ive done my 1st part of plannin my lyfe...

here comes the 2nd part...so aft 2 yrs(maybe slim n handsome n ehmm...sory too far thinkin) Wad will happen aft servin NS? luckily ive plan in my head...must get ahead in lyfe! so i will save a year to work part time n at the same time, study for private O! well datz at least i could think of...datz gd enuf oreadi! but most of my frendz disagree on takin O is such a waste of time... they rather sign on n continue NS n serve another few yrs bondin contract OR work a full time job...n they even said dat ur aged aft u take Olvls...

to me i would say BULLSHIT!!! eventhough ppl hv their own opinions to think about dis but i totally disagree on part 2...the age part...come on la! wad does age hv to do in gettin cert? itz juz a bloody cert n u gotta earn it to get it...age is limitless...itz juz an ezier way for u to get a job...so r u tellin me after 2 yrs servin...u would be 20 n 1yr for Olvl...would be 21 n if u pass ur O wif flyin colors, ur paisey to enter poly coz ur old? someone must enlighten me on dis...

sometimes u cn get insane juz thinkin wad to do bout ur lyfe...whre ur responsible of ur OWN fate... but its seems abit sad thinkin of leavin ur precious behind...goin to war(not prison) but precious? must be my guitar! im gonna miss it...lol...i juz want to see her for one last time...she been avoidin her close frends (me n of course others la)(**but now onli me)coz of her guy...pathetic!!!...even sumtimes sumone speak her name, i could go in rage!!! HULK! dush! dissapointed...one last time...

ohya i 4got sumtin...congratz to dayah for achievin Republic Poly...hey girl...hope ull do fine in RP...n i will not be gone as im still ur frend no matter whre am i...ull not lose a fren i promise! n dun u dare 4get bout me!!!! hahhaha!*winks*

n to Ipahpedem...no nd la...lol...left few dayz to ur HN! hope u do well thre...not to worry im sure u gonna miss us bels! belsak! hahahh! juz dun be afraid in anitin u do...be a man! ur the man! no a girl...hahahh! congratz to u too for ur achievement to HN! im so *cough cough* of u...sory furball! LOL!

to inah...wey! hahah...the both of us nvr get a chance to further our studies...but its OK kn? hope u could achieve in wad u want...like the airstewardesssssss....or maybe model...but i rather u be a AirStewardess...hehe...snng2 jadilah suriumah! hahahh! gd luck to u my fren!

for now datz all...im pretty sure ive plan my LYFE...still pendin...bettin on it...will update agn on my NS result...in weeks to come...

Zoulslimboy ~ im sad not seeing her...n oh bile next outin kite eh ipah n inah?

when a beggar live like a king!

2009-04-04T12:59:00.002+08:00

hah! wen all expectations was fulfill...presents are abound to be given! huhuhu! juz like yest...im like a beggar livin a life of a king! jyeah! aft my sleepyless chalet, playin cards n drank booze, went home n went out agn...haiz...helpin a friend who in need...oh im good! *an angel wif halo* hahaha! aft the trip back at ACER...went to meet rash's parents at Choa Chu Kang...b4 meetin dem, we had hell lot of stress coz my stress-stricken fren, rash, was waitin for her results to which poly was she thrash to...hahah! aft foundin out her result, she smash her lappy closed n widen her smile...nicee...so i would like to congratz rash for succeedin in join to Republice Poly! may u create another Frankenstien! hahahah! aft reachin thre, waited her parents to arrive so we hang out at the library! den we off to Food culture to hv dinner! slurp! yumyum...dinner was dine, dessert was served...haaha...muddy mud pie McFlurry ended the dinner!...we chitchat along the way home n was full pack on the stomach! tanx for all that rash...but u still owe me! my sleep!!! haaha!

oh ya chalet was the worse! onli wen my bloody teacher is arnd...instead of havin fun like most ppl...i got job to do...i hate him....thank god im not comin back!!!! woohoo!!! n i knew another person owes me sumtin...a date!!! prema u still owe me!!! hehe! but im not sure wen....i tink i shud bug her! hahah!

Zoulslimboy ~ Love_Romance! loveless individual...i tink is more like crazy individual!

Speed of Love....EvoL Fo Deeps?! nicee...

2009-03-31T22:10:00.003+08:00

Speed of Love...to be exact is "Jiwa Kelajuan"

...meanin the speed of the heart

Jiwa kelajuan - HUJAN

Bicaraku dengan sepi
Kencang sangat kata hati
Yang tinggi semua ku junjung
Insan lama tak terkunjung

Chorus(x2)
Definisi ku tetap sama dengan kelajuan
Tidak ku kentar kerna bagiku ini masa depan
Tiada penghalang bagiku dan matlamat ku hanya satu
Sentiasa bersedia kemenangan pasti milik kita

Jelmaan kabus disambut
Sorak semuaku kagum
Jangan rebah saat ia mundur
Teruskan langkah mara kedepan lalu ku rempuhhh

Chorus
Definisi ku tetap sama dengan kelajuan
Tidak ku kentar kerna bagiku ini masa depan
Tiada penghalang bagiku dan matlamat ku hanya satu
Sentiasa bersedia kemenangan pasti milik kita

Definisi ku tetap sama dengan kelajuan
Tidak ku kentar kerna bagiku ini masa depan
Tiada penghalang bagiku dan matlamat ku hanya satu
Sentiasa bersedia...

Zoulslimboy ~ define LOVE

what a day!!! phew...thank god it ended...

2009-03-22T19:02:00.002+08:00

Wow...seriously yest was fun...reali fun...but too bad i wasnt in the mood to hv fun...but hey i cnt let down the others n spoilt the fun rite? so i might jolly well n hv fun...since i nd to be expose more to the world....hahaha!!! juz sux wen u gotta stalk sumone...well guess i got no more options left...i had to made a choice...haha...

Yesterday i had to meet them at Woodlands Civic Centre Mac...i was the last person to arrive...once agn, no hope...lol...well i didnt made a promised to come early rite? but i did promise dat i would come late...hehehe...hey dun blame me...i stay bedok...lol...took bus service 168 n had one hell of a journey...took hours to reach Woodlands Regional Interchange...well it took only 45 mins...hahah! sory...but still its long...

Readin Inah's NEW MOON was fun! im a slow reader...sorry Inah! but who would take 3 dayz to complete a thick book like New moon? inah...hahaha! that book kinda made my way thru the journey...read at least 40 pages in 45 mins..wow...im slow...hehe...

reach woodlands, findin the Civic Center...saw it n wen to mac...

i was kind of akward...over thre...i saw Huda, Mel, Has, Dayah n Faizan...still felt dissapointed...so we chatted n had fun till nite falls...den arnd 7, the girls were cravin Tan tock seng's laksa!!! hmmm...i got nothin better to do...tag along...wen thre like zombie...hungry...eaten....slurp! YUMYUM... laksa was power kedemak! haha! aft stomach been fed...wen to SB! datz the oni thing to calm me down... as usual...we the ones alone...make alot of noise!!!! haha!!! juz nice...n one more thing...to inah n ifah...we shud try lepak at TTS's SB!!! sofa damn nice!!! heheh...den aft savourin some coffee...we head straight to home...

datz all the updatez!

POCKET FULL OF HATRED!!!

2009-03-20T23:17:00.005+08:00

i shud be at least happy today since i got my laptop back...well actualy i not happy...feelin depressed...aft a week of stone age...ive changed...i guess itz time to let go...whre now i hv to take a few months to configure the laptop agn...n nd to buy new parts...damn lag....whre i shudnt be msn-ing ppl for awhile...let alone facebook....i nd to stay away frm ppl...stay away frm activities...datz the onli way...im not sure to hang out wif the Vclubs tmrw...like no mood to talk to pll...i rather be left alone wif my guitar...hahah...hey i kinda create a new song...lol...when i'm gone...

when i'm gone...

u know where to find me,

know how to kiss me,

know how to miss me,

call just to hear me....

woo...woo ~oh...

when im gone..........

when u're gone....

if only i could bear my feelings deep inside me...

itz time to let go....

oh~!

~writen by zoul

still kinda incomplete...well i nd some fresh ideas to keep me goin...so i shud be goin out rite? well all i got to say im afraid...to be...... ....agn....juz a tot...

120309 - the very night whre my onli memory lingers forever....

2009-03-12T14:08:00.004+08:00

i am very happy today...in fact, i slept very well this mornin!!! i actualy slept wif a smile!!! thinkin of dis mornin event had occured, i cnt stop smilin!!! sumone made me smile all the way even i tried to stop smilin...she will say dat i couldnt stop smilin!!! which is true!!! damn i tried soo hard to stop but i cnt... i hope the both of us cn do dat more often!

but im still confused bout sumtin...ive still not yet found my purpose of life...what do i live for...ive been thinkin and i could think is her...how i wish to...nvr mnd...the answer will b reveal one day!...

she is the one who put the smile on my face but will she be the one to crush the smile on my face one day? datz the onli thing im afraid of...

120309 - will linger forever...in my mind....

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 12TH MARCH 2009...

*im still afraid my smile will be gone...

ATTENTION...COURT IS IN ORDER!!! ^_^ V

2009-03-10T01:13:00.005+08:00

well in the earlier post i wrote, there were some injustice being put on me...so i had to fight for my rights! ill fight for wad i believe...datz the onli way i cn bring my innocence back to life...so what reali happen...today i:

~ fought wif my aunt, whre im the one who started the WW3 by shoutin 1st...wad to do? i hv to...

~ thre were a court case being held in the house whre i was the one of the victims...i nd a lawyer...

~ facts were brought up n witness were ask to take a stand...my maklong...haha!

~ another facts was release frm other party, my aunt...sayin that her HP bill was overcharge n total cost was 1K200$? wow...sumone is in trouble...

~ so she suspected me, coz of my alibi, whre my history of doin such thing happen few years ago which make me the criminal...

~ i had to stand for my rights n stated what happen, whre was i n wad time...n what did i touch...weird...

~ i had nvr hold ur phone...this bill was brought today n dis thing happen a few dayz ago whre i didnt even see u for a week n once agn i nvr even smelt ur phone!

~ the Judge, my uncle, heard my sincere words went thru the hallway, decide to hold up the court n wait for another prosecutor to arrive...my stupid lil bro...

~ dis is whre the toturin begins....he came home, we fed him nice food, prepare for him hot bath, n judgement day has arrived!!!

~ we psycho-ed him tell a diff story to make sure he tell us the truth in ezier way n for us not to be "too straight forward"...but still no avail...but he ended up cryin...

~so aft 1hr of failure, excrutiatin pain had to be done n i had to act fierce by pull his shirt like a gangster...seriously i dun wanna beat my lil dude into a pulp so intimidatin him was better...lol...but atill cryin even louder

~ but still another 3hrs of failure...i had to use brute force...but still hard headed dat bloody guy...n still a crybaby...

so why r we puttin judgement day on him? reason? lets go back to the past shall we?...this is my testimony...

- one day i saw him, my lil bro, holdin my aunt's phone, n played outside the corridor...

-when i asked him what is he doin?..he answered he was only playin game...

- when i tried to reached for the phone, he avoided me n run straight to the room...

-got realy suspicious so i complaint to my uncle...

Ok...now i wanna ask the jury whether the facts i research is correct?

-1stly why he need to play the HP game OUTSIDE THE HOUSE?

-2ndly why wen i tried to reached for the phone, he avoided me?

- 3rdly why he nd to run into the room instead of walkin?

suspicious uh? hahha!

so now back to reality....aft a few hours of pain...excritiatin pain!

HE FINALLY ADMITS IT!!! HE WAS THE ONE WHO DOWNLOADED GAMES THRU THE PHONE WHICH CAUSE THE BILL TO BE $1'200!!!!

so i won the case...i was delighted...tanx to myself for solvin this mystery...lol...

but i gotta feel good rite? no harm being done? rite? haha! coz im the victim here....

i hv the right to be happy...hahah! sory...feelin abit selfish rite now...hahah!

but still i got to apologize to my aunt coz of startin a war by shoutin 1st!! haha! sorry ar!

so justice is served n i cn relax n hv fun tmrw!

talkin bout tmrw...i think i 4gotten sumtin...

ohya my best bud! SAFUAN IS GOIN TO NS TODAY!!! HAHAH!!!

he goin to become more gay! opps! i mean man! hehe~

well best wishes frm me to u dude...lookin 4ward to the day u slim n get dat gal!!! hahah!

nvr mnd im still a boy..ltr wen u out, im still inside...so i still get the fame frm gals!!! muahaha!!!

lol...ish3 zul!!! stop it!!! wake up fever!!!

oritezz gotta sleep...hv to wake up at 6am to send tupperwan to NS...haizz...haha! mornin!

n oh i 4got sumone la...n to my dearest Hidayah...GD LUCK FOR UR EXAMS!!! HOPE U MAY ACHIEVE ON UR DREAMS...ill will be thre for u...so dun worry kay! hehe!

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 1:51AM....10 March 2009

*im still hv not found my answer in my life....what do i live for? hv u found urs?

i juz wanted to be FREE!!!!!

2009-03-09T12:17:00.003+08:00

now im reali angry...im total pissed off...y izit hard for me to clique wif my family....criminals always say: one person's blame....will became another person's blame...now i reali hate my family...how i wish i was alone....successful....rich...till then if im not categorize in this category, dun ever hope they do good to me...why izit always money matters? money does matter....when i tot money cnt buy happiness...itz partially worng! money cn buy most of happiness...in fact money cn even buy ppl u want!!! itz the truth! all this text dat i wrote is frm my clear-conscience, hard-headed......HATRED!!! early in the mornin, i fought wif my mak-long...i felt hurt...coz the person is the one who took care of u wen ur sick...i didnt wish dis could be happenin...we fought bcoz of my bro...my bro is pri 4 n he got most of the previllages frm my family....last time i was jealous...ill admit dat but im 18 now i could think on my now...but now it way over board!!! now i dun reali understand my history of wrongdoings could ended up to be my fault...whre all grown ups say dun ever bring up the past....how naive cn they be...ITZ MY LIL BRO SHUD BE APPREHENDED!!! IM NOT IN THE WRONG!!! Y IZIT ALWAYS MY FAULT WHEN I DUN EVEN DID ANY MISTAKES!!!! IM SICK OF THIS!!! I JUZ WANNA TO BE ALONE...IN MY WORLD....WHRE I CN KILL MYSELF...ONLI MY HISTORY N MY KINDNESS TO MY FRENDZ SHALL BE TOT BY THEM.....

JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!

* i hate evione in this world...there is no meanin of me livin here...whre evitin is a mistake for me....how i wish i could juz be *~~dead~~*...

juz reach me on the phone...if u nd me...i nd sumone to talk to...

NOw im done edittin the blogskin....fuuh!

2009-02-23T01:10:00.003+08:00

damn my blogskin was kinda ruined...woke up in the mornin, found out my blog was reali out of shaped! theres like photobucket logo out frm nowhre....like wtf la...i cnt trace out whre did the pic came frm...links aft links ive search, still no avail....so i decided to change for good! hahha! well i kinda like dis blogskin... very sophisticated like n very simple! hahha! whole day spend edittin blog, drank teh susu, sit by the window like a rich guy...hahahh! but hey im done! well at last my nuffnang banner showed up...woohoo!! hahah! JAZZ IS LOVED...now im like into jazz...out of the sudden...jazz fusion is very nice! with a new editted blog, comes wif a new name...

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 1:29AM...23RD FEBRUARY 2009...

*I WANNA JOIN NAFA!!! GRRR!!!

im joinin Pet society competition!!!

2009-02-21T03:35:00.002+08:00

well to be surprise, im joinin one of the competitions in Pet Society...i cnt believed it myself...instructions given was to use all items in ur house ONLY n create a landscape example Eiffel Tower made frm boxes n chairs or Tower of Piza made frm Pizzas! yum! hahah!

As some of u noe my pet, Sparky...we, r not realy financialy rich...in P.S...me myself not rich in the real world duhh! lol...so we hv onli limited items in our house! damn...i kinda hate to work my ass off n REALY jealous of my frends whom got nice rooms....bloody he**...hahha!

so back to my intrestin story....now im startin to Print screen some of Sparky pose...n edit it out!

i got a storyline on my head...hahahh! i will update u guyz on story!

wish me luck on my competition!~*winks*~

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 3:48AM....21st February 2009...

*im still thinkin....n waitin....

Music time...bored day!

2009-02-20T16:02:00.002+08:00

1. Put your iTunes/MP3/Handphone/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THE SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 5 or more friends who might enjoy doing this.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

Now we will - WEST GRAND BOULEVARD

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Decode - PARAMORE (LIKE WOOHOO!!! IM VAMPIREE!!!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Disturbia - Boyce Avenue (wtf!!! u dun wanna be disturb! lolz!)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Pass you by - BOYZ II MEN (ouch!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Never miss a beat - KAISER CHEIF!!! (ROCK ON!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?

Musician (piano cover) - Dgrayman(cool!)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

Uverworld - GEKIDOU

WILL I HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?

The last three letters - ALESANA!!! (WAD? A FIARYTALE LIFE?)

WHAT DO MY FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF ME?

The Kill (acoustic) - 30 SEC TO MARS...HMMM!

WHAT DO PEOPLE SECRETLY THINK OF ME?

Sedih - HUJAN (HAHAHHAH!!! NICE ONE!)

HOW CAN I BE HAPPY?

Saat kau pergi - Vagetoz *sobs*

WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH MY LIFE?

Requiem of a Dream Remix (matrix life???)

WILL I EVER HAVE CHILDREN?

Decode (acoustic) - PARAMORE (HOW CN I BE CONFUSED NOT TO HV CHILDREN LIKE BELLA?)

WHAT IS SOME GOOD ADVICE FOR ME?

Lonely soldier boy - HUJAN (okok)

HOW WILL I BE REMEMBERED?

Viva la vida - Boyce Avenue (woohoo!!! ill be remembered as a evil king!!!)

WHAT IS MY SIGNATURE DANCING SONG?

Monster - THE AUTOMATICS!!! *IM DANCIN!!*

WHAT DO I THINK OF MY CURRENT THEME SONG IS?

Cintaku (acoustic) - Merah

WHAT DOES EVERYONE ELSE THINK MY CURRENT THEME SONG IS?

Lady marmelade (acoustic) - THE SALLYS (RELAx!)

WHAT SONG WILL PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

A Most Profound Quiet - ALESANA!!! WTF!

WHAT TYPE OF MAN/WOMAN DO YOU LIKE?

Pagi Yang Gelap - HUJAN (SWEET! AKU ADIK MU DAN ENGKAU KAKAK!)

WHAT IS MY DAY GOING TO BE LIKE?

Through the monsoon - TOKIO HOTEL...RITE...

WHAT KIND OF PERSON WILL I MARRY?

Memburu Rindu - HATTAN (IM GONNA MARRY A ROMANTIC GIRL!!!)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Bounce - THE CAB (WAD? A DIRTY SONG!! HAHAH!)

I'll Tagged,

ANYBODY WHO WANTS TO DO DIS CRAP...QUITE COOL! HAHAH!

NAFA? ITE? im confused...

2009-02-20T02:08:00.003+08:00

I'M CONFUSED!!!

I DON'T REALY NOE WAD TO CHOOSE...

I WANT NAFA BUT ITZ EX!!!

im reali confused...

i sux at this...

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 2:13AM....20 FEBRUARY 2009...

* GRR...well this sux!

aft grad day...i got no more mood...

2009-02-16T21:44:00.002+08:00

after all the suspence being worried of my grad clothes, no money, blah blah blah....i got no mood...seriously no mood to go out, sheesha-ing, savourin starbucks n even bloggin...im down with high fever...reachin 70 deg...68.5 to be exact....all i want to be wif is my manje cats n lappy by my side(cant survive w/o fb for one day...lol) while i lay in bed for 3 straight days... how weird of me, no matter how sick am i, ill still go out....hmmm....aren't i suppose to post n put pixx frm the day im shoppin till the grad day? nah! most of my frendz done dat so why bother? lol

now all i cn afford to is to edit pics, walk arnd bedok...juz bedok la...lay in bed, pampered by my maklong...how sweet cn life be? IVE STRIGHTEN EVITIN... dis quote...makes me realise how stupid cn i be for not listenin to myself...n i think bcoz i straighten my hair! hahahha!!! n how could they! call me gerlgerl! instead wan n inah gave me StalkaaVampiree...S.V...cool...prefer den gerlgerl...so S.V it is! why SV? coz they said i look like vampiree n im still a stalkaa!!! hahha....i for sure will noe wen they talk behiind my back!!! esp facebook! if outside i dunno la, coz im not like ed cullen to save bella butt 24/7...so im not like stalkin dem 24/7...hahha...i noe when to appear, not when to appear...

now im lazy to blog...hah! ah i shall continue wif MY KAMEN RIDER KIVA! a vampire rider! hahaaha...

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 10:44PM...16TH FEBRUARY 2009...

* IVE MET A NAFA PERSON...I HOPE I CN GO NAFA...

2009-02-08T20:32:00.006+08:00

Cinta - Nitrus

Langkah ku makin panjang

Menuju arah itu
Aku pasti di sana kau menunggu

Biarpun lelah jiwaku
Ternampak oleh mu
Aku pasti kau lebih tahu

Ku merenung dan merindu
Jelas untukmu kasih
Hanya untukmu

Yakin aku hampiri dirimu yang semakin jauh
Yakin kamu menanti diriku yang sering keliru
Kan ku tuju,kan ku tuju,dan di situ
Halalkanlah aku

Resah yang makin hilang
Ditinggalkan jejak ku
Aku pasti mahumu begitu

Biar terkadang waktu
Bertatih mencarimu
Aku pasti kaulah yang satu

Kau merenung dan merindu
Jelas untukku kasih
Hanya untukku

Yakin aku hampiri dirimu yang semakin jauh
Yakin kamu menanti diriku yang sering keliru
Kan ku tuju,kan ku tuju,dan di situ
Halalkanlah aku

Yang ku inginkan adalah...Cinta...

Yang ku inginkan adalah...~Cinta~...

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 8:43PM...8TH FEBRUARY 2009...

* Well thre still might be hope for grad day aft all!!! singles day is comin! hah!

Cinta...is love root of all hatred?

2009-02-08T00:40:00.004+08:00

Nitrus - One of Malaysia's Indie Band

Nitrus - just rose to fame with their new single - Cinta - meanin love...its a perfect song of the month while this month of February, most of us are celebrating V'day!!! *fakin Yay!* HAHA! this "Cinta" song is not your usual sentimental type of song while it has a soothin tune to it which will ease ur ears! n even their new MTV video has a very classic love quotes in it!!! very classic indeed! but i prefer them live n acoustic... wanna check it? the link is urs to enjoy... oh n btw 4got to mention its in malay language...sorry! but hope u enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIJOMs1NyJg&feature=related

~ Cinta - Nitrus MTV

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6R4hErHRMc&NR=1

~ Cinta live acoustic @ SACC

To Vertical Rush: i would to say thanks to Marcus frm VR for being "kaypoh"...LOL! for visitin my blog...n its an honour to meet musicians such like your band! after spreadin the word to my frends, they like ur song! esp "your last song"!!! i would like to say gd luck to VR n make nice nice songs! hahaha...

well aft what had happen to my blog regardin music scene, i wanna be involved in the music industry...i noe its hard but im sure with perseverance, i could do it! hey im quite Ok with guitar, but juz sux memorizin the chords...hehe! all i nd is a mentor n a kick in the butt!

I LOVE MUSIC!!!!

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 1:49AM...8TH FEBRUARY 2009...

*i wanna to hv a band!!! but i nd sumone to teach me guitar!!! haha!

Live 'N' Loaded rocks my sockz!!!

2009-02-03T22:41:00.002+08:00

im totally shocked with the local talents in SG!!! Live 'n' Loaded! where local band being showed to the whole of SG...thre bands like Vertical Rush!!! A Vacant Affair!!! Jack 'n' Rai!!! pronounce as RAY not RAi...haha...im reali impressed by some of the performance...some bands may not be dat good, but its a good start on singapore music industry! keep it up SG bands!!!

Vertical Rush - an indie rock/alternative band

Vertical Rush's new single album - Of Real Dreams...

Vertical Rush is currently in my ipod list for sure! its hit single - your last song, has a soothin yet upbeat tempo makes ppl hype listenin to it! today ive juz heard bout dem n i love their song!!! once again tanx to LIVE 'n' LOADED!!! n its cover album has a very creative drawin on it! cool!

A Vacant Affair

- Crestfallen -

another band was uploaded to the scene - A Vacant Affair - a post-hardcore/screamo band hv a melodic tune to thier music...at first wen i saw them, i assume they music r scremo n real hardcore!!! so i kinda hate dem! but when they appear for the finale, i was shocked that the crowd went crazy over them!!! i was like wth!!! so i was feeling kinda dissapointed coz they r more hardcore fans at 1st...so they started playin...n the result...

they arent bad at all!!! actuali...they rockz!!! i love their music wen i learn their genre of music is post-hardcore!!! so i shudnt hv judge them by its cover...haha...

so datz all for live n loaded...sory for the music postin this week...coz i reali like music!!! cnt denied it but yea!!! tmrw im goin to survey my vest...with inah, ifah n wan...its been soo long i hang out wif wan...gonna go topman, zara n river island...n maybe messy...

so i off to bed n hope to find the vest @ topman tmrw!!!

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 2:40AM....4th FEBRUARY 2009...

* my pay will be bank in tmrw...it better be or i...

Boyce Avenue....my idol...

2009-02-02T17:29:00.003+08:00

hmmm...Boyce Avenue...they r soo cool!!!! hahah...my fav video! they made the exact song replica of Viva la vida frm Coldplay!!! i juz cnt get sick of them! they r natural born talent...Bocye avenue...they r frm brazil n they was famed on the famous free streamin video, Youtube...vocalist/guitarist name - Alejandro Manzano has very beautiful n soothin voice! n very good on guitar too!!! haizzz...hope i cn be good as him....so back to playin guitar everyday! no work sooo....enjoy!!! hahha...
u guyz shud check out some of their famous covers!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfsgXe24cqk&feature=channel~Forever by chris brown
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7DOasai3_Vo&feature=channel
~ Apologize by One Republic
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7d0m11PWqY&feature=channel
~ Because of you by Neyo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Ic8Lgtrpl0&feature=channel
~ Disturbia by Rihanna
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JV1k_j99qXU&feature=channel
~ How to save a life by The Fray
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzJNkgLNtn8&feature=channel
~ 4 minutes by Madonna feat. Justin Timberlake
hope u guyz enjoy the video!
~ slumbeRULEZ ~SILENCED @ 5:46PM...2nd FEBRUARY 2009...* damn ur application is unsuccessful...plz try again ltr...in 100 years!!! damn!!!

im happy yet sad...the eclipse has come...

2009-01-31T19:05:00.005+08:00

mixed feelings had clouded my mind...im happy yet im sad...reali sad...when i wanna be my frendz, for sure ill be hurt somewhre, n not to mention my family...few days was realy fun, very fun*sobs* i get to hang out wif hidayah soon aft she got some of her freedom back...congrats girl! at least i managed to get some sense into him... now u gotten ur long-lost wish... i think this week topic is bout love, managin sumone's heart n hangin relationships... we went out, hang out, talk bout most famous topic: sex,love n heartbrokens...why does guy/girl do this...?? n yea not to 4get valentine's day is nearin...dat day weakens me! hidayah n inah hv been forcin me to find a date b4 valentine's...but impossible! coz now to tell the truth, im sick of it...want to but i cant get it...

most of us cant reali 4get dat sumone special, aft something very special happened on that very day...but mine happen to be overseas...when we came back, she been silencin....so now im deprivin myself to work...so shall i this chance to prove myself? hmmm...great!!!...more qns to think!!!...sheesh...

oh juliet...oh juliet...what would i do to dis life of mine...

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENED @ 9:32PM...31 JANUARY 2009...

*i hate my boss for cheatin my $200!!! ACER s*x!!!

good memories...only to myself...

2009-01-24T10:39:00.002+08:00

itz been dayz ive kept evithing to myself...im not reali sure wad im tryin to sort out...why such confusion hv to come into every human being's brain in this world...ive kept quiet, since yesterday...like ppl alwas say: u're confused? find ur inner self n reveal to others...datz wad im tryin to do since yest...i had no mood to blog, wish to shut dis blog down would be better...maybe these "things" hv been playin in my mind...like im gonna quit my ACER job in a week(sad, good job n pay, boss "almost sux")...could i get a barista job at spinelli?...grad day comin n suit partialy done...

aniways i came across a text for me frm some anonymous user...it says:

You need to start celebrating your uniqueness and stop comparing yourself to others! You have your own personality and it's wonderful -- so what if it prevents you from clicking with every single person you meet? It's no fun to always get along with everyone, anyway. Conflict is part of life, and having a preference for who you want to spend time with shows that you have taste. And the people who are in your circle of friends know how special they are. That's what matters.

~ anonymous

hmmm...totaly agree...i nd to celebrate my uniqueness...wif wad? bottle of sizzlin pop? hahaha...

drinkin...puttin down my sorrows with drinks...wad am i? drunkard? nah...but i do drink! sory guyz...i drink starbucks!!! hahaha...tmrw im gonna be in trouble...cnt decide to go relax with my frends @ Changj Airport SB or go to my Sis house to witness a ceremony for her 2nd baby...Hafiz...

i shall decide n called them ltr in the mornin...now back to mournin...

i mean sort things in my brain

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 12:59AM....26TH JANUARY 20O9...

*happy chinese...nah dun reali care...hahah...im *sick...

this is painful but i gotta accept it...

2009-01-19T01:57:00.002+08:00

few dayz very chaotic...

im quite restless although supposed to be restin...

overall my review of myself...

i felt that im an OGRE!!!

u noe y? i tell u y!

Even my name say sooo...

im selfish, ignorant, hot-tempered beast!!!

my weakness is im too kind, always fall to the hands of bit*hes...

n weakness of beautify could also corrupt my mind...

unless the other part of me...

im creative, yearn to learn...

im crazy, ive learn to love...

im easily, to be broken...

Nevertheless, im smart...

but y an ogre?

i dun reali noe the reason...

but my instincts tells me so...

they ugly, not to mention big!

meant to be left alone...BEWARE!!!haha...

deep in the forest, full of mud....

n the fittests shall survive...

im quite a risk taker

hear words " we meant to be together!"

but sudden dissapearance happened...

aft mentionin most gravely words...

either boths side heards the news,

its either me or her flown away...

in order to stay alive,

gotta silence myself to despair...

masks hv to be put on...

unless i wanted ppl to see the reali me...

which could be disheartenin enuf for me...

burstin out a canal full of tears...

privatin my blog would be a waste of time...

juz keepin offline n dun update...

no one would be able to understand dis post,

coz they tot im hvin some heartbroken...

but im not...hah!

im juz didnt realise how "ugly" i cn be...

who cn i reach it out to?

decode my mind....

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 2:20am....19th january 2009...

*sumone hv been miss frm dis blog...hmmm whre is she? ~ zoul

sing a long song...its not too long...

2009-01-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

hey all! here r the pics for yest post...these pics was wad happen @ ACER...while workin...haha...thres a bit of stress here n there...but still me & inah hvin fun!!!
HOPE U ENJOY THE PICS!!!
WITH LOVE
~ZOUL... ;D

Inah desk...let's compare...hehhe...

my desk!!! much more neat right? haha...

Zoul & Inah - Acer Engineers!!!

AHHH!!!! Inah's angry!!! LOL...

me gettin serious!!! ACER LAPTOPS OF LYFE!!!

she oso wants to get serious...lol...

...but i knew she wont last long...hahah...

ermm...she pulled me into the pic...i dun want to take any...haha...

me with the biggest smile!!! inah with WOOT WOOT!!!

~ooooh...

HEH!

HMPH!!!

:P

;d

kk...i get ur point!

who has the biggest mouth?...lol...

~ slumbeRULEZ ~
SILENCED @ 3:39PM....9th JANUARY 2009
*now i've learned to embrace the Acoustice Resonance...~Zoul

now she noes....

2009-01-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

these past 2 dayz hv been a havoc day for me...bcoz of one tag message on the board would make me tell evitin to DYH...itz bcoz of JYH...nicee one JYH!!! now im playin guessin games wif JYH, tryin to figure out who or wad is he/she...one post bout her, and she noes it...DYH noes i like her...actuali im kinda afraid...as usual, if i told them i like her, most girl hurtfully say NO! but still be my frend or juz plainly run away....which is worst! but DYH still frends wif me! hahaha..so aft DYH noes the truth, i wen to explain to her, n for sure i noe the answer! no...coz she's sumone else...but no matter wad, she didnt give any answer, i will still wait...i wouldnt want her to give a straight answer right?...maybe a thinkin or 2? haha...no matter wad, ill wait! ;)

back to reality, today was the day i cash out my paycheck!

n i received my hard earned $800! frm ACER....

it seems too little to me so i nd to set a record of $1500 -2000...

that would make me repair lappy till crazy!!! hahhaa....it was fun but in my mind im still thinkin bout DYH...coz it seem soo crazy n fast!!! thre goes my secret...lol...

today was a fun day for me n inah, my workmate for now!

instead of repairin, we slack off...not reali slack off la but while workin, we actuali play arnd!!!

example:

i was listenin to my ipod n chattin away wif inah....

aft repair a laptop, Inah was takin pictures of both of us wif the customer's laptop...(pics will br posted)

n best of all, our boss wont scold n we even disturb dem!!! esp me!!! muahaha....

wad a great day today! itz juz blur n confused wadever had happen yest...

haha....hope i will hear frm JYH soon...

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 10:17PM...7th January 2008

*alamak..dier dah tahu la...will she able to accept me? maybe in the future? not now zul!!! hahaha....~ a gimmick parody frm love story...

hmmm...unknown readers? welcome!!!

2009-01-06T00:26:00.000+08:00

its seems thres been a couple of new readers on my blog...either they cn be spammers OR blog-hopper OR juz plainly my frendz who is disguisin to make me tink they noe my secrets...lol...but hey im not such person to dislike sumone i dunno or clueless of who is he/she...so anitin i would like to welcome *again* for the second time to new readers (to old readers as well) of dis blog but plz intro ur self b4 any suspicion arouse might happen? one reason is im lazy to search you using IP tracker... n another reason coz ill be entertainin a stranger which could be very dangerous? haha... but hey im kind! ;)

so to whoever,

if u wanna tag me, plz letme noe who u r 1st cn? still if idk u, i will still talk to u like normal...not for long la... :P coz i rather make frendz than terrorist...hehehe....

p.s JYH i dun noe who u r but welcome! n hope our "DYH" is the same...n DYH is actuali a nick that i gave to her...idk if u noe the long term of DYH la...heh! hope u hear u again! peace!

a relax day...all because of u...

2009-01-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

BOYCE AVENUE - Because of you (piano acoustic)

Want to but I can't help it.
I love the way it feels.
This got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real.
I need it when I want it.
I want it when I don't.
Tell myself I'd stop everyday,
Knowing that I won't

I've got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit
But I doubt it. I'm,
Taken by the thought of it..

And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction.
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move...but I like it,

And, it's all because of you
So, it's all because of you
And it's all because of you
So, it's all because...
Never get enough,
She's the sweetest drug. (Oowuuu)

Think of it every second,
I can't get nothing done.
Only concern is the next time, I'm 'gon get me some.
Know I should stay away from,
Cause it's no good for me.
I try and try but my obsession, won't let me leave.

I've got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did I don't know if I would quit
But I doubt it. I'm,
Taken by the thought of it. (heeyh..)

And I know this much is true,
Baby, you have become my addiction.
I'm so strung out on you,
I can barely move...but I like it,

And, it's all because of you (aey!)
So, it's all because of you
And it's all because of you
So, it's all because...
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug.

dedication to u~...

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 10:03PM...4th January 2009

* im still waitin...for u n my pay~ but mainly u...~zoul

how bad cn ur day be? very bad!!!

2009-01-03T19:59:00.000+08:00

itz reali frustratin wen u hopin ur day to great

but it kinda sux to the core...

datz reali sux!

yest woke up late, @ 7.45am...

juz realised dat im realy late!

i hope Inah didnt realise dat im late,(hopin dat she'll be late too!! hehe...)

worried enuf, had to called her juz in case...

reach mrt, bounce to tamp to meet inah den to pasir ris,

juz to hv seats for our ass...so we r on our way to Jurong East mrt

for the 1st time, (i tink) we both nvr buy bread for our breakfast! @ thousand deli...

den our usual routine, we had to take a shuttle bus which cost 20cents...

n w/o fail (sumtimes) we will meet the pakcik bus driver...

he looks fierce but kinda friendly...

reached to our destination, start to repairin laptop!

whre i had to repair dis one freakin laptop,

n i had to changed its motherboard till 3 times!!!!

the more frustratin is, it juz wont work!!!

i was half spirit dat time n was hope to hv my pay today...

aft done changin the MB for the 3rd time, it was finally OK!!!

which almost 3 hrs!!! like freakin hell!!!

in 3 hours i cn do like 5 oreadi!!! damn u laptop!!!

no i shud say: DAMN U MOTHERf***er BOARD!!!!

i was restless so we went to lunch break...

aft eatin my kinda boring home cook food, went back ACER

to continue nex laptop... den realised dat our boss's car isnt thre...

boss is gone!!! lunch time for him!!!

so inah wen to my place n read her CLEO mag...

we both read the horoscope section n we tried it out to see its true or not,

well mainly true but dis is juz tryin out...we nd not to belived wadever they stated/sayin

so inah wen back, back to work...

left a few hours left, i managed to do 2 lappy in an hour,

but my worst fear come again...i juz cnt repair dis freakin lappy!!!

how crazy cn i be? very crazy!!!

1 n 1/2 hour hv past n im still stuck...

system on but no display...sickenin...

sudden drowzyness came to my brain

so i took a rest on the lappy...

i was reali tired from all repairin...

juz great...inah came told me she'll be leavin at 5,

i was: noooo!!! cn leave now? im sick...

i nd rest....it was oreadi 4pm n im sure we could go home,

coz our boss rockz!!! kinda scary Ted but rockZ!!!

so told him we goin home...but he denied our leave...

was shocked n unhappy...another trick was pulled...

sayin inah u may go but i cn go....

dat makes a person DOUBLE UNHAPPY!!!

and worst of all he was juz jokin!!!

triple the unhappiness....

im dyin over here...so b4 i leave,

one last qns was asked,

Zul: uh Ted, may i ask 1 last QNS?

Ted: uh i dunno, i dunno...

Zul: Wad? i hvnt even said the Qns u say dunno...

Ted: hahahha....wad izit? wad qns?

Zul: wen is our paycheck comin?

here the moment has come to the point to received the ans

which has been awaited lonnnng time...

sory if the comercial too long...

Ted: uh in next 2 to 3 days next week...

darah up sey....aft becomin half spirit,become no spirit

juz sux...reali sux

total sux!!!

so wen home... not feelin great...arnd 6pm...

den sleep all the way till tmrw...

was too tired i guess...

actuali bcoz of pet society rulez baby!!!

played till whole nite...lol...

nvr mnd....

how ur day could be much better than mine?

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED@9.51pm....3rd january 2008

*haizz....DYH....i tot ur r my love? y? now hes my obsticle!!! grrr!!!

alamak...lupe plak yg sorang nie...

2009-01-03T13:12:00.000+08:00

hey i kinda 4got sumone in my blog...now i hv to personaly put one whole post. dedication to her....

dis post is for my frend,

LYNA!!!!

to LYNA: so sory for 4gettin ya...coz now not in the mood for 2009...lol...but seriously im not jokin...juz make up to u....dis post is juz for u...nk aje...hehe...

Lyna aft 2 years being frends wif you...ure still kinda rough wif me ahhh....n ur still rough wif me...lol...seriously we had couple of happy moments...(skit je tk bnyk...hahah...)one not too many...hang out at simpang bedok wif other n feed us like a mom...shoving spoon into my mouth...i remember that!!! haha...but still i cn accept u as wad u r...ROUGH on the outer side but thre good in the inner side but i cn handle it! im kind person!!! :D hey dun 4get im even willing to help ya wif flash ok? even though very last min... that wad frendz for...n whre my $200? oh i mean $20...i tink intrests shud count as days gone by n im waitin...LOL...UP jadi $50 Ok eh? settle!!!

so yea...so we frendz agaiN? ;D jgn merajok!!! nnt buruk!!! heheh....

~for lyna

Happy New Year Evione!!! 2009 is here!!!

2009-01-01T10:58:00.000+08:00

Happy 2009 evione! i hope to like n be liked dis year...lolz...the review of my past year was kinda...sux! the most of the time...but hang out wif the bels doesnt sux while it impresses me evitime...memories wif Aizad, Wan, Ifah, Inah, Zai, Zaki: was the best! didnt noe till we open our eyes, itz been 2 years since we became frendz...hope we will get in touch no matter whre we'll all go...a few mins b4 12 yest, ive been flashbacked to the days we had fun, or fight, but mostly fun! n we had our ups n downs, to school related stuff n not related stuff... im kinda hvin mixed feelings while typing dis post...so better dun laugh ar u guyz! coz im goin to write a personal msg to all...but 1st! My RESOLUTION for 2009!!!

RESOLUTION FOR 2009! TOP 5!!!

1. i hope to get in any school (4 now i hope it would be HN) n pass my HN cert

2. i hope to get HTC phone by this year or instead by dis/next month!

3. hope to get loved by sumone close to my heart coz im her future husband in her list! yay! so i've gotta behave myself in order not to lose my chance! miss u too DYH!!

4. i hope to get my very own job, doin websites n videos for ppl, thats my work 4 dis year!

5. to hang out wif the bels! hahaha....

datz all for the resolution part, i hope u guyz will fulfil ur resolution like u mention, but i tink i couldnt fulfil my wish no.3 so i might as well stike out dat but im sure i cn do it! now aft 2years being 2gether, is the time for lil msg to u belz!

Aizad: hey man, dah 2 tahun kau ngan aku best bud, tetap kau same...heheh...i juz wanna say thanks for everything 4 these 2 years, for help me financially n phisicaly...u evitime told ppl tat ur a good guy but peragai kau...HAH! mcm setan!!! hahah...but seriously thres good in u n hope u'll change dis year...n plz do differentiate between relaxin n SIN...coz ur confused....lol

Wan: to tell u the truth, ur a FREAKIN A**H**** for beatin me up evitime last year!!! wah sedap benor kamu pukul aku!!! dah pukul pas tu lari!!! klu pelan tkpe, kuat pulak tuu!!! ape dah...but u also a great guy man! (ckp terima kasih! cpt!) hahaha...u n zad bel hv been helpin me all dis while, but zad lebih ar kau kurang...hahah...but ur still my best frend...kate J kn? Apercheeng! haha...hope u get ur "ehmm" dis year...sape tah eh? ;)

Zai: hey matey! lol...u n ur pirate...hehehe....capt fizzle sparrow ive got to say ur the best wen i hang out wif ya...wif the goonz as always...always go school 2gether, n seriously ive enjoyed the times we had drawin, mostly drawin...coz we love to draw...hahaha...hope u get ur wish in ur drawin part...maybe to get into an art school maybe? ;D

Inah: wey! inah! idk wad to say to u...but i would like to say tanx! for sayin my name repeatedly during these 2 years n disturbin me...nice eh...skrg pon kite keje kat acer, aku nye turn kacau kau...hahaha...bingit kan? tu la sape srh kacau...kn dah masin...hehehe...hey cpt la gaji dtg...nk shoppin...hehe...hey tanx 4 disturbin me again! lol

Ifah: woot woot!!! hahaha...dah keje la dier hahaha....dah besar ah dier....hahha...lol...these year ive been helpin u wif ur work, percume lagy...ape aku dpt? angin aje la...hahhaha....i told ya im a good guy, snng di tipu...lol...i dun expect any return for the work i help....esp lyna work...n ur work la...ni dah keje kn? so ape lagy? blanje arrr!!! hahah....movie Ok eh...lol...i reali enjoy workin wif ya on ur flash...ur crazy ideas made me feel tired....nk tu la nk ni la...hahha...but no worries...u see, u hv passed! (ckp tanx cpt!) hahha...hope u enjoy ur last year n dis comin year too! jgn lupe blanje eh...sory i hv to remind u...lol! WOOT WOOT!!!

say me 5 years old n i shall play sandcastle...i didnt noe i hv talent in sand sculptin...i shall post pic another day la....coz i went to the beach again...tell ya another time la...heheh....

happy new year my frendz!

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SLAYERED @ 11:58am....1Jan 2009

~ i miss u DYH!!! ~love, zoul

TWILIGHT....i'll protect u no matter what...

2008-12-25T15:50:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!! twilight rockz!!! didnt noe it was release on MY BDAY!!!(the poster proves it all) Ed Cullen was quite Ok la...if i say he's reali hensom, sumone would say me gay....h

ahaha....the 2 chracters which bought my eyes's atention was Bella Swan & Alice Cullen ;) they both r reali gorgeous (cnt denied it!)...Bella Swan remind me of sumone actuali...in her fashion sense...itz all the same!!! but i couldnt care less bout her animore...hah! back to reality...twilight was ok, onli till the 2nd part whre Bella, for the 1st time met the Cullens!!! n they actuali played basebal

l during the STORM!!! Crazy Vampires!!! but cool! heheh...n the Cullen would actuali PROTECT Bella wen ither vampires "smelt" her...coz she is family...soo touchin...Ed has super speed &

strength...while Alice reads the future...nicee...oh b4 i get hyper n crazy bcoz of bella...

yest wen to Plaza Sing wif Ifah n Inah....Officaly to watch Twilight...haha...b4 we even get to watch, we even read the book for the moment n imagine how's the chracters goin to be like...lol...but 1st we plan to watch at VivoCity GV but all the 3 shows were selling fast n if

we taken it, we will be sitting 3 rows in front of the screen...n dat would cause neck paiN!!! ouch! haha..so we wen to book using AXS station which is pretty cool wif technology all arnd us...we book...n we're off to KFC...Chicken!!! eaten n movie time!!! haha....

weird things happen inside the movie theatre....thres some stupid minahs makin noise askin them to "kiss kiss kiss!!!" and a solo guy beside me was actuali brushin his leg against my leg!!! weeeeeird....its kinda irritatin if sumone disturd ur peace to watch a movie...haiz wad to do...

now lazy to talk here r the pics!!! pics do talk! ;)

sory if i didnt edit the pics...i will if i get photoshop back up again into my system...hehe...

n tanx to ifah for editin my blogskin!!! hey ifah! give me ur photoshope software plz!!! ;D

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 12:13pm, 27th DECEMBER 2008...

*im not confident....might crash n burn again... ~zoul...

credits to nurzarifah

2008-12-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

FINALLY IT'S DONE (:
ive done editting your blog template!
happy with it? cause i am! haha!
now i can read your posts clearly! :D :D

silent bday...woosh,,,silently...

2008-12-13T22:21:00.001+08:00

lonely bday...

Im OFFICALY 18!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!

now im 18...yay? hah!

my feelings?

uhh...nothin special...juz like ani other dayz...or shud i say,

LIKE ANI OTHER DAY!
on 1212, wad did i do?
went to work wif inah...LOVE MY NEW JOB!!!! WOOT!
feelin sleepy on the train...den lunch time...on my bday! i bought home food
(subtitute for my bday cake...lolz) den aft work wen home early to find wether thre is a big surprise awaits!

but disapointed was in front of the door cuz it looks like my family memberz 4got my special day...again!
sad... :( teh worst of all, itz the 2nd year in a row! so no surprise bday n it was like any other day...
so movin on...i received lotz of msgs frm my frendz! quite a handful...even my frendz frm Phills wish me!
only dat made my day! n a unique n simple way to wish was wished by Safuan (Sa-pau-an)...durin work, was repairin lappy, he called n juz to ask wad am i doin...n say happy bday! well nice one wan! haha...SPECIAL tanx to my best frendz: inah, ifah n wan 4 THEIR WISHES...i was wonderin y "SI BEL" nvr wish me...hes gonna get it!!! hey guyz get him for me!!!

hahhaha...well now ive settle down wif my work:
im currently workin wif inah under ACER
as repairman/IT engineers...i love dis job of mine!

oh wells...im done! now waitin for my pay n no more skool!!!
seriously NO MORE!!! nothin related skool stuff...
i rather work for now...haha..

i tink got problem wif my blogger.com...
i will update dis post soon...
till next post! :D

~slumberRULEZ~
HAPPY HAPPY BDAY ZOUL SLIMBOY!!!
SILENTLY ENJOYIN @ 10:25PM...13TH December 2008
* wow! now i noe who r my real frends... :D woot!

2008-12-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

woot woot!!! ive got the best shit ever done by my parentz to me...bcoz of wad they done...they didnt allowed me to go...

GERAM!!! #$%*!!!

relax..woooo....

woot woot!

hahaha...im juz frustrated coz gonna get scoldin by teacher...im juz hate wen teacher had big dissapointment in me even though i told the truth n its hard for me...to get their trust back...

hey guyz im sorry Ok?

well 4get all the worriedness...i guess i did actuali doin sumtin...during my holidayz...on singapore not to mention...ifah, wan, aizad n me agree to go hang out at popeye at SF - Singapore Flyer...den end up eatin BK....agree to meet 4...den 5...still end up 5.30...hehehe....juz great wen aizad came at 6.30++...near 7...

here r the pics!

releashing the silent moment

eheeyyy!!!

model for a phone n camera...lolz!

SF - the best place on earth...yet!!!

SF2

SF3

errrr...

blueks!!! :P

mmm....nicee! sedap ye ipah?haahaha...

sory i didnt upload all pic...lazy to extract la...hehe...
had fun wif them...hope we do dis continuesly aft ite life...
i will edited again soon...no worries...settle!
now gettin sleepy lah...nitez!!! Zzzz...Zzzz....

~slumbeRULEZ~
SILENCED @ 1:47AM....8th December 2008
*woohooo!!! i made up my mind to give her a chance...if she wants? i guess? ;)

2008-12-03T00:26:00.000+08:00

wah! ifah n inah wan update...here is the update...happy? haha...aft having fun with my frendz....
i kinda miss dem actuali...juz imagine u dont talk for very 1st day of skool den the next thing, its last dayof skool n u had memories with them n u try to hang on till u've reali lost contact...
these past few dayz we had real fun! seriously! itz like we r suppose to be missed but it seems dat we keep hangin out like nobody's business...n i dont now how many times i went home with inah n ifah....1..2..no i tink 5...or more...lolz...i've edited some pics...enjoy!

we hvin fun in the mrt: Ziz, inah, ifah n me!

our dream come true!! acoustics bels! temporary band name...hehe...

Ziz, Wan, Ifah n me hangin out at the esplanade!

too bad lyna didnt get to hang out wif us...due to workin hours very pack...

nvr mnd soon aite lyna! so bels, wen our nex outin?

hahaha....

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 12:47am, 3 December 2008

* soon! yay! letme see who 4got...hmmm...

2008-11-24T01:45:00.000+08:00

hey! these past few dayz i had great fun wif my frendz! haha...but im now actuali worry bout my project which will due on soon...not b4 long...hehe...now im left wif a few dayz n im still...nearly done i could say...but i got a bit of problems here n thre...hehee...nvr mnd...im sure i cn managed...coz i help lotz n lotz of ppl...hehe...n i didnt bother bout mine actuali...confirm died le...ahhh....but as crazy as i am, i juz lookin forward to holiday...im juz tired frm exhaustion....help here n thre...wif sincerity! wad if i cnt graduate? haizzz....dun say like dat la....hahhaa....im sure i cn!!!....

i must graduate....i dun want to be left out...ltr i cnt go out wif otherz how...

i want to graduate wif my mates...Zad, Wan, Zaki, Zai, Ifah, Lyna,Inah...evione...

i noe u cn....juz hang on lil longer n do as hard as u cn...

by ur concious ~ Zul

~slumbeRULEZ~

SILENCED @ 1:53am....24th November 2008

*i reali had a confusion?

2008-11-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

urgh! im super damn stress...but gotta smile...cnnt frown...'NO' frownin is allowed! like GEMs motto...service wif a smile!!! haha...left a few dayz left n many things to be done....how am i to do well like dis...i wan to graduate...den? do ur work la...but dis workload doesnt seem to be lowerin but more additional...take dat for being too good man! come on...find ur inner self...

u see even no idk wad im typin..haha...so whre was i? yea today aft skool i wen to far east lepakings wif my mates: Wan, Aizad, Lyna, Inah n Ifah! haha...hey i had a great fun wif ya guyz man! hope we could do dis again...we went to McCafe near Isetan n relax...but im thre to do work...hiya...well help is needed so yea...but great fun! woohoo! eh i gotta finish up my project la...4got...hehe...

a moment of fun, strike wif craziness...

~slumbeRULEZ~

SILENCED @ 12:41AM, 19th November 2008...

*Selamat pagy cikgu!!! ~ Aizad Bel

2008-11-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

at least sumone made my day...well no complaints...juz had a conversation wif Y*_ _ _....hehe...n i play a game wif her...to tease her...well im bored...nothin to do...juz jk...still got project to do! not wrong if relaxin rite? hehe...so i tease into sayin how many guyz r aft her last time...she was damn malu...ala y must malu? no one arnd...juz me n u! *winks* so i guess n list all the guyz...n was blushin all the way...den she was sooo malu till she shiok sendiri...hahaha...sory da****! den gotta stop so ended thre...she nd to clean her stuff n sell her overseas items...so i kinda ask wether is thre anitin for me...*hehe* but i got nothin, instead i got to buy as a gift n give to a girl...sadded...nvr mnd....im sure i got sumtin frm her some day! den she told me dat someday a girl will find to ur way...she sure of it...kinda typical girl words...but i got no feelin oreadi...i givin up...but i dun mind waitin for her...lolz...she too good to be mine...datz y i dun even bother to think shes mine...someday till i die...hiya...will she accept me? no way...her words kinda inspire me...

i mean i don like guys who run 4 my looks

i will nvr accept them

i like guys who appreciate me 4 my looks and love me 4 who i am and 4 my internal beauty

datz rite

cos beauty will nvr go far

internal beauty will last long

thats wht i believe

ala y cnt i be the one? im sure i cn...hehe..
cn i? motivate me

~ slumbeRULEZ ~
SILENCED @ 12:34am, 14th November 2008...
dude....i rock! ~medabee~

2008-11-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

crashed n burn....it crashed n yea...itz burnin...

~slumbeREMORSEFUL ~

SILENCED @ 8:32pm, 13th November 2008...

let's see...29 dayz encountin...see how big the dissapointment...

2008-11-12T03:07:00.000+08:00

Im totally goin bonkerz now! seriously...im not gonna to say a word to her...i guess...i juz cnt resist...itz like i cnt stop talkin to her...once she asked me sumtin, 4 sure i reply or attend to her problem in order to see her "not in trouble"... n even juz now aft skool...i was excited to hear dat she's waitin for me...so we cn go home 2gether...but all hopes r dashed wen i called her, she told me she had left the building... i was totally devastated...damn! now im not gonna give her alternative reason...i alwayz tot of a reason y she did dis...y she did dat....to make myself not paranoid...well now im too sober to be paranoid...juz blame myself for being stupid...again...n again...n again...n again...n again........datz all for our story *******...itz alwayz my fault...not the girls...ahhhhhh!!!!! not gonna believe in ___E ___E.....

hey twin...whre r u man...i nd 2 grieve all out...

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 3:20am, 12th November 2008...

2008-11-11T15:25:00.000+08:00

this is day 2 of 2weekz encounting...i never sleep in order to complete my objective...at least a shut eye is good enuf 4 now...n juz momentz ago i had nice but awkward situation...i saw "her"...talk to her...she asked me wad time im done...juz couldn't resist it...i tot dat she is not gonna to talk to me again...datz the awkardness....but hell yea she did...juz cnt understand...well im sure she playin if my feelings...no doubt bout it...not tried yet but given up easily...is dat me?? onli god noes...im sick n tired of "dem" doin dis to me....for dat: I HATE YOU!....juz leave me alone...

up to me to focus...on studies....

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 3:35PM, 11th November 2008...

2008-11-10T15:10:00.000+08:00

wahhh!!! it seems dat ive gotta alot of work to be done....i gotta leave interact club for the moment...i nd to finish up my project n "other" works....lol...hope all cn be done...in time...we r all "lackin" of time...datz very precious....so plz im sorry to leave some of the work...behind...i reali nd to execute well in dis term...so im gonna hv all 24/7 to me...gonna over-exert myself to the maximum...NO FOOD...no time....hahaha...nvr mnd...total flash to be done: Lotz to do!!!

Haiz...so i shall update every now n den....tired...

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

SILENCED @ 3.33PM, 10th November 2008...

*help anione? ; )

2008-11-08T04:24:00.000+08:00

i dunno y but sudden of cravin to hear Tokio Hotel - Through the monsoon...
its a french band i think whre the singer is a heterosexual...their songs r kinda cool!
well juz listen to it...set it as my BG music...
y dis song...maybe im juz mizzin sumone...
so im offline for now...

Tokio Hotel - Through the monsoon

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold
It's making me insane

I've been waiting here so long
But now the moment seems to come,
I see the black clouds coming up again.

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I lose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you

A half moon's fading from my sight
I see a vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name, I don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Hey! Hey!

I'm fighting all this power
Coming in my way
Let it send me straight to you
I'll be running night and day
I'll be with you soon
Just me and you
We'll be there soon
So soon

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you...

*im juz too tired la...whinin...im givin up sumtin...could u be me? tanx!
SILENCED @ 4.33am, 8th Nov 2008...

2008-11-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

what would u do if u hvin stupid hallucinations? ive kept thinkin reali hard these dayz n nothin good came out of it!!! hey come on zul!!! wakey wakey!!! coz these few dayz im very stress up, coz of my CCA, interact club...stupid command was given to me...blah blah blah...datz y i been thinkin reali hard...even otw home, i would juz sit, look at the scenary n my mind goes blank n in real pain too...n i would juz act abnormal...my head will turn 45deg to the side...out of the sudden...

hope dis thing end quickly...n plz...

Quote: sumone frm China plz come back quickly!!! im in nd of ur assistance!!!

n plz dun scare the hell out of me...u makin me sick! lol...

~ slumbeRULEZ ~
SILENCED @ 6:01PM, 5th Nov 2008...

2008-11-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

fuyoh! fuyoh! haha...sooo long nvr update blog...soo many things happen... frm screwin up the biggest event! to hangin out wif my miss one...lol...celebrated deeparaya...n pics is up next!

n today was the video shoot of Salam lebaran...well it kinda backfired coz most cock up thing is the mics n the sounds...but its ok...even mr joel said wad matter the most is evibody hv fun...haha...den meet n hosted wif nazeera n her frend, hazwany, was a volunteer to become a model... so we had fun...n very shagged...

n the 2nd breakin news is...my man! Maurice, successfully dated wif a very special girl...a malay girl, (its rarely common for me to hv a chinese frend who dates a malay girl)...haiz...i*myvmmdp!!!
i juz cnt resist in missin... even my dude got a girl...nvr mnd....single is better...lonely would be forever!!!

Quote: waitin n waitin n waitin...

2008-10-22T07:11:00.000+08:00

well until dis day only i can hang on to school i guess? my lil' bro, sis n I was the pillar of hope for studies...but now im stuck onli at ITE....all will graduate but not me...i cnt say if the teacher is biased enuf to debarred me...N ONLY ME ALONE!!! not fair...i came, i present ....and was send to the office to see Section Head.... : ( how bout the ones who nvr EVEN came to present.... they r saved.... and hv even more time to spare themselves from being suspend.... im sooo damn F***ed UP wif the "cha-kan-tang!!!" if im the ONLY one to be suspend, im serious to go NAFA for music school....i dun care...ex or not ex, im sure im able to forked out the $$... n today is the day, whre my father went for a trip to my school, juz to chitchat wif dat stupid cha-kan-tang... wad will be the result? seriously im not ready to fail....im not ready to stay back for another 6 months... but to think positive...6months is very short...n itz for me to amend the wrong which has been done...

im confused....result? NAFA or Stay back...
sumone help me?

so till nex postin....if there even time to be spared...
~ slumbeRULEZ ~

* u stupid cha-kan-tang!!!! im not goin down!!!!! u FUCKIN CUNT!!!

2008-10-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

today shud be the day 4 me to be on cloud9...but all my hopes r (partially) dashed...itz not im being reject or so whatever...haha...dun jump to conclusions! anihow oni...itz true i wen on a date aft skool wif sumone...everything wen well....hope spark will fly...haha wad am i kiddin? well im a lucky guy? no...im juz feelin lucky oni...but wen "hopes were being dashed" came...dat part reali hurtz...aft the date...i saw my old crush...y must be lkye dis? everithing has changed...she changed...i wen to talk to her...sit wif her 4 a few mins...her way of talkin, her lovey-dovey actions, her sincerity eyes...itz all gone...i wen home dissapointed...now sumtin inside me shoutin to change her back to old self...n her reason for the change...itz coz...her frendz r too nice to her...esp me...well is she tryin to ditch me? coz we r not even together...(but i wished for it b4...)so hehe... now my mood : CRANKEDEVOUS!...i will juz post a song for her...dedicate to her frm me...i nd sumone to talk to...but not my date of course! sheesh! bad impression! lolz...

so till nex postin...
~ slumbeRULEZ ~

* to old HERsE: y must u change? to new HERsE: r u seRIOuZ? to HERsE: we nd to talk!

Hanya Kau Yang Mampu - Aizat AF5

Ku cuba redakan relung hati,
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi,
Terlukis di dalam kenangan,
Bebas bermain di hatiku..

Cerita tentang masa lalu,
Cerita tentang kau dan aku,
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan,
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku..

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu,
Cerita tentang kau dan aku,
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan,
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku..

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhh..
Aku cinta oooo...
Aku cinta ooohhh..
Aku cinta oooo...

Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku...

...a song juz for u...

2008-10-13T15:28:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey! im back...lotz of memories were left at the philippines...it felt like i had a girlfriend...hahah...holding hands....while crossin the road...wif jeepneys drift 45 degrees...FAST N FURIOUS!!! haha...well now im editin a documentary of us during the trip...i will tell u all my experience...my most memorable experience is im alwayz wif sumone during dat trip...hehe...reali fun...wen we went out at nyte...she scared of everithing so i gotta take care of her...lol...memories...2nd memoreable thing is...ive disturb evione during dat trip...yesh ar! i flirt! irritate! n bossy arnd! haha....sory for the inconvience...3rd best thing is i got a elec guitar!!! woohooo!!!! yeah! got my fav color : GREEN!!! lovin it! will practice n join a band...for the moment...be a webmaster...n last memorable thing...the LMC has ARISE!!! well it goes like dis...

On our very last day we had a interact dista....means all interactors frm philipines meet up to xchange ideas n we r representin singapore delegate...very honoured...so we LAST MIN CREW didnt want to perform dat stupid ndp songs...so i held a LMC assembly wif 5 memberz all together...Zee, Pat, Prema, Maurice n Me...n we had our very new member...Nila! our baby dancer! hahaha...so all agree to dance n will be chreograph by me! *winks*

no more time to be spared...hv to forced them to dance n modify it! our "VERY LAST MIN" current record now is 3hours!!! amazing uh? haha...on dat very time....i chreograph all the moves n we dance...frm 11.30 - 2.30 am....so tired...so did we managed to execute our dance? is our dance a success? i will upload the vid n will see the result of a 3hours of practice!

so now wanna relax...school started...back to our borin lyfe...(i mean fun!)
hahaha....so till nex postin...
~ slumbeRULEZ ~

*aft a few dayz being together wif u...ive succumb myself into oblivion again...cherish the moment...l wont disappoint u...ever...

2008-10-04T10:53:00.000+08:00

hey all! 1st i would like to send my great wishes to all muslims: SLAMAT HARY RAYE!!! itz been fun...very fun...for still being small...lol....coz ive maintain my $$ raye! hahahah....no change...NADA! well dat is past....but rite now....left 4 hrs to my flight to philippines!!! cnt wait man!hahha....so i will be away for a week!...gonna miss singapore! miss my frendz...not my family...haha...jkjk...n most of you guyz hv been approching me to buy souviniers...but not all shall i grant....coz not enuf $$... XD

so ill be away...
till nex postin...
~ slumbeRULEZ ~

* to HERsE: i feel so numb to...see dis bitter end...

2008-09-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

3 posts total in all! hahaha...PLz read frm bottom! happy readin!

wow cnt believe i got so much to say! hahaha...itz like talk to myself...well dis posts is dedicated to all my frendz! esp classmates n Interactorz! must read....so in the last posts i wrote dat we went off seperate wayz rite? haha....doesnt ends there...11.30pm...whre all lights are near close, im still outside...was reachin home...but was realy high! still hv sheesha feelin on my head....very heavy...so i tot of relievin myself by being alone! yea! im not scared! haha! so was in front of the house oreadi but last min make a U turn! i told myself: y dont i explore outside world/dis town? so explore it is! woohoo! for today i am a blog journalist! i will be in the shoes of evione! so for the whole 5 hours these r the places i wen:

the begger's alley(opposite beside my house) wen to join all beggers sleepin...i was quietly explorin their base...i became a begger too! juz dun ask me...ive acted crazy in order to see/join them...hehe!
the 24hours life saver! (CHEERS! shop) haha...had only 1 dollar, bought mineral water to survive half a day...
a big 'theme' park (a park near bedok north st 3 sheng siong) dis park is famous for professional musicians n bboy dancers to practice...i dun realli noe...kinda join dem n they were cool! so became a musician n a dancer!

yea! I was all alone...explorin bedok! the experience reali open my eyes...was feelin pity for the poor! imagine u sleepin on the chair under the block...reali pity...wen ppl saw me...i acted crazy so they dun bother me at all...close shave! den i like the idea of practicin outside the park whre ppl r still sleepin peacefully while the sounds u make dun disturb dem...so to JONAS: we nd to practice in the mornin! haha!...n the best part of me being the journalist, my phone batt was dead n i hv oni a dollar on me to survive...cool! yea!

so juz wad u r gonna do if: u dun hv a phone to call, n oni got 1 dollar n u gotta stay the whole mornin at the outside world! hahaha...find me if u realy hv a answer...ask urself! lol...

arnd 4.30am...wen back home n paid the consequences! hehe...kena scold! hahaha!

even now at 6.23am....suppose to be lying half dead now but still cn type...
now very sleepy! gotta go...nytez evione!
~ slumbeRULEZ ~

* its time to say goodnyte...nytez zul!

2008-09-26T20:00:00.000+08:00

back again for the best postin! hahaha...today was Interactor's Nyte Out! hahhaa....was planned yest by....well reali i feel reali ticklish readin dis info...give me the creeps!!! brrr!!! haha...1st line onli! "Our Dearest "SISTER" Rash!!!....OMG! but nvr mnd...NO COMMENTZ! she was the co organizer and plan to buka at bugis den hv sheesha too!!! hahaha....nice...but at dat point...i wasnt intrested as i got family dinner...but maurice kinda pyscho me sayin i might not see her again...for the nex 2 months! but didnt reali care....hahaha...gonna miss her yarh but wad am i supposed to do? cry n prevent her from goin? lol! hahha...jkjk...must be crazy...so decide not to go...but today itself...rash nudge me on msn....the person itself ask me to go....wah!!! she reali would give lotz n lotz n lotz of reason to make u go! but bribed me too! hahaha...but how my family dinner? oh well...try to guess...

arnd 5.30....gettin ready! was all dressed up to go to the best event! was reali lookin forward to it! hehe...supposed to meet wif "them" at 6pm....was late...wad to do? im not punctual type of person...was at Bedok MRT...waitin for sumone...u shud noe by now where im goin? meet up wif rash...n we're off to bugis! the ones who went: Hidayah, Faizan, Mel, Maurice, Yoges...den we buke at Pastamania...food was nice! hehe...den rash's bribery....she bought me 2 moochi! moochi is a japanese tidbitz....but dis ones is filled wif ice cream! yummy! n very ex too! tanx rash! for the bribe! hehehe...jkjk kay!

den dat maurice ah! reali wan sheesha! hiyo! so wen to his regular shop...we nd to buy 3 sheesha...kinda wasted la but itz the best! hahhaha...im e one who gets very high! maurice took green apple, rash took cherry, n i took mixed fruitz! otherz drinks and had a few puffs...for 1 hour, i didnt let go of the pipe! ahahaha....was smiling all the way...hidayah was reali shock to look at me! for gettin very high! so rash took my mixed fruity away! noooooo! u got cherry but took mine! grrr! no fair! den Aidyl, Matt, Justyn n his GF joined us...Faizan want to see the new n cool F1 race which was live telecast today! but coz of dis sheesha thingy, they hv to miss it...awh...tmrw kay zan? hahaha...

aft the very SHIOK sheesha, we all wen seperate ways, most wen home except for me, rash, aidyl n maurice...followed rash to see her frend...at MOS...outside oni but waiit for 2 months n im in MOS! dun laugh ar! so whre was i? yarh i was feelin very high! cnt talk straight...but im in control! took me awhile to sober...den aidyl had an curfew so i went home wif him...seperate frm maurice n rash....off to home...wif hyper mode! i was jumpin n shuffling arnd...aidyl dancin oso! hahaha...lucky the TP nvr hold us...den we wen seperate ways...b4 we go told aidyl a question! den we off! had a great day n gonna miss rash...coz most of the interactorz r goin philippines...hehe! she goin china... so to RASH!: MELEMINE! MELEMINE! REALY MILKY MELEMINE! HAHAHA!!!

btw dis post does not realy ends there! hahaha...stay tune to nex postin!
~ slumbeRULEZ ~

* now den cn say byebye! great timin!

2008-09-26T19:44:00.000+08:00

hey all! im back after gone a few dayz...well 1st of all i would like to wished jonas a happy belatd bdae!!! leeza, me, Ziyi n WC combine forces to buy him a present...on the day itself we gave him...we gave him an acoustic guitar....not electric but its a 1st try rite? to cut short story...wen meet up at bedok den wen Parkway Parade Mac...den off to ECP...yea!...1st he tot dat it was my own guitar even a new one...and kinda shock to see i got a new guitar(but it was his surprize!!!) HAHHAHA!...so wen the news broke to him, i was hoping for him to cried in happiness or sumtin...but nah...at least he showed a surprised face...nex we itz sabo time! hahaha...pics will be updated nex post...wad happen was reali the best time in my lyfe!!! btw tanx to Rash for baking the cake!!! but kinda too much for us to eat...but tanx aniwaes! nice choco fudge! so we save 1/4 of the melted choco cake to sabo...3 times in a row i got the cake in his bloody face! hahahah!!! whre evione miss....awh...but they purposely smash some cake into my face too! not fair!!! oh wells...happy day! so aft the smashin done, took some pics n wen home! hahaha...but actuali dis postin wasnt supposed to be jonas bdae but sumtin else!!! so To Be Continue nex postin...

so Till nex postin...
~ slumbeRULEZ ~

* HAPPY 18 BELATED BDAE JONAS!!! nice cake on the face!!!

2008-09-21T02:00:00.000+08:00

TaNX EviOnE WhO SuppoRt Me!

There is alot of things happen recently...mostly r my downs...well luck is REALLY not on my side...so itz up to me to turn back luck to me...most of u guyz noe bout my problem wif FYP...*sad*
To update u guyz, im not goin to be expelled/thrown/capsized by dis project...not even mentioning 'QUITTIN' skool! everione was kinda worried bout me being expelled, so they ringed me up to give their support! (which makes me move to tears actuali...) whre the 1st person to cheer me was Zi z...
sayin dat "takmao give up on website!!!"....next person to cheer me was Dee/Saloma...whre she "so-called" scoldin me not to give up! hahaha...the next person who reali makes me hv teary eyes was Wan...he commented me on frendster sayin 'everione will support u esp the malays'...n threz alot more la....well now i noe i hv real frendz...itz been long time too long i hv real frendz...*sob* LOL... aft the whole day of worriedness n emoness, i hv straightened out n plan evitin...n today was the 1st deadline n was kinda worried coz scared my mind-map is being rejected...and the worst thing of all, i was the 1st to present it to graham...so out came my usual charm n poof! success! n came another deadline....evitin hv to finish within 3 weeks...so cramped....too little too cramped...now another problem....i nd flash experts! hahahha...

so till nex postin...
~ slumbeRULEZ!!! ~

*do u even realize? u cnt alwayz depend on me!!! u r on ur OWN!!!

2008-09-19T09:48:00.000+08:00

hi all...this gonna be a shockin news for all...it seems dat the news hv shocked me as well...today some of the guyz hv to come back to skool due to some reason...1. due to fridays lesson which i have less atendance on it...2. some of us have to see section head...all due to dis irritating FYP...im not sure whether im ready to be (hanged till death) expelled...coz all dis while i been doin lotz of jobs!!! where's the JUSTICE!!!! hope is not matthew who lecture us ltr...coz he's quite rough...but now im tryin to be positive...hope im given...NO! i hope all of us will work as a team n hope to be given a chance...so lets pray for the safety of my studies status...i was on the bus wif shilin n bernard, were talkin bout dis bullshit meetin...they say if we were expelled(choy!), no choice either go NS or take private skool...well no bad for me...i kinda like NAFA...i cn draw...but if cn i wan a music skool...whre i cn play my guitar...hahahha...itz gonna be super damn expensive....hope nothing happens la...2nd chance plzzz!!!

till nex postin...
~ slumbeRULEZ ~

* 2nd chance or suicide! OR NAFA here i come...

2008-09-16T00:59:00.000+08:00

HaVin BaD DaeZ!!!

ahhh! the time is crampin! not enuf time....submission of my Final year hv been brought
frouth...so i miss Brookside meetin...n the BOARD meetin....hahaha....hope not to be scolded...lol...so still dilly dally do my project...dunno how to meet up the expectation...tmr somemore got test...haven study! die die die...mampos! hiyo...hvin bad dayz sia....woohoo! juz nd to straightened things out...zul!!!

itz natural for a human being to wait for last min...very natural...till they even dare to gamble...anitin goes...being scolded...no matter...gamble! hahaha...im statin facts here...example like me...i tink my on/off button on my brain is spoilt coz im not reali crious...im crious 4 a while... den off mode...someone help me...

till nex postin...

~ slumbeRULEZ ~

* zul! ur choice...past or future...

2008-09-12T11:21:00.000+08:00

BaTTLE RoYaLe... To tHeiR DeATH...

"At the dawn of the millennium, the nation collapsed. At fifteen percent unemployment, ten million were out of work. 800,000 students boycotted school. The adults lost confidence, and fearing the youth, eventually passed the Millennium Educational Reform Act - AKA: The BR Act..."

OMG!!! u guyz shud watch dis show...it reali is an eye-opener! whre the adults will teach us, Students, the meanin of.... "Life is a game...."... dis is a japanese story...its about their educational system...whre thre is no rules n studentz rebels the teachers by boycottin school...So itz time the Millennium Educational Reform Act - AKA: The BR Act...to select a random class to reform the student in a gore way...the story story itself is a game....so imagine ur one of the student...itz either u on ur own or die tryin...coz now no more trustin of ur frends...u hv to KILL DEM URSELF...the story is a real violence...u watch as ur frends die one by one... :(

my remarks on dis movie is simple...GREAT! awesome! n violent show! i juz cnt imagine if our school n even our very own class is being selected...Ouch! cnt imagine it...kill in order to live...
Catch it on Youtube!....

so till nex postin...
~ slumbeRULEZ ~

*i cnt imgine me being backstab by my frendz for real

2008-09-11T04:00:00.000+08:00

*^UndeR ConStruCtiOnZ!!!^*

Hey guyz!!! Sory for the haywire of dis blog...im tryin new skins out! itz time for a change...
well...dis is my first time edittin/pimpin a blogskin...hope turns out well!
at least ive succeded in edittin my layout of my frendster! Yay! juz love JABBAWOCKEEZ!!!
so check my new frendster layout! plz do comment on my layout...or tag me on the blog...
coz i nd feedbackz! hehe...to improve on my skillz....
frendster's upgrade...CHECK! now upgradin blog....juz stay tune!

DISCLAIMER: This blog of mine do not bear any responsibility of ANY casualties example:
brain-ache, stomach-ache, rashes, TB, SARS, broken nail, fluenza, bleedin n etc...any coincendental incident during reading of posts is purely coincendence...hehehe...

JUZ KIDDING!!!

so till nex postin...

~ slumberRULEZ ~

* UPGRADIN TO V2.0!!!! STAY TUNE!!!

2008-09-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

hey all...back for another postin...
feel sick of all these crap...
well at least JONAS help me...
ask me to listen to hardcore songz!
jyeah! hahaha...
or sleepin? wif dis feelin?... nah!
wont reali work....
but tanx 4 the help JO!

mmm...remembered 1 thing...
today is SD n SuperZee's examination!!!
hahaha...jeng jeng jeng!
4 sure both nervous...
no worries girlz!!! im sure u all will make it!
i noe SuperZee very nervous!!
hahaha...u all done ur exam...
juz think positive...
now u all cn relax! yea!
but not 4 me...still hv very BIG BIG project to hand up...
*sad face*
nvr mnd...cnt wait for dis Sunday outin...
hope evione will come! *worried face*

n nex week thursday...still got dinner wif classmatez!
will not 4get or else im dead!!! hah!
4 now...concentrate project (wif dis weird feelin)
n pass the first round....

so till nex postin...

~ worried yet slumber ~

* wad is dis feelin? im hatin it....

2008-09-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

*DRiFT InTO tHe ObLiViOn....*

ahhhh! sumone help me...
i tink my old self is returnin...
aft witnessin a few dayz incident,
my feelins r returnin...
i dont want dem animore...
coz dere whre most of my weakness r...
i've kept dem into the oblivion...
but now they r driftin thru the oblivion...

the weird thing is love song became a tune for me...
they used to be...well i love it but ive realised...
itz my weakness...now hardcore's 4 me...
hehe...screamo songz! metal songz...
sudden felt of 'miss you' came back...
and itz no good!!! pls expose me to crazy songz!!!
ahhh!!! hahaha...

forget about tonyte...tmrw will be here soon,
n we will bz singin, THE WICKED WITCH IS DEAD!!!!

~ frm the soundtrack of ALESANA...WHRE MYTH FADES TO LEGEND...
TITLE: SWEETHEART. YOU ARE TOTALLY MISTAKEN!!!

so till nex postin...

~ worried yet slumber ~

* the feelings r pullin me back...hope i will not drift into the OBLIVION!!!

2008-09-07T19:45:00.000+08:00

ThE MoNTH FoR thE HEaRT-BRokENZ...

weird....n great post 4 all!!!
but yea itz true!!! hahaha....
dis month is 4 the one who juz suffer or...
long-suffererz who is caress/mendin/nursing their
BrOkeN HeArTz...
itz been 2 dayz ive been gone coz...
i wen for a tour arnd my neighbourhood...
n i kinda stayed away frm lappy...

well i did catch up wif the local area...
it seems soo long dat ive enter my area...
my long lost frend beep me up to catch for long lost time...
itz been 2 yearz since sec graduation...
well now we stay 2 blocks apart so itz easier...
juz call me n ill be down...
but dis time n for the first time...
he beep me coz of a girl...
reali shockin but yea...

on sat...i wen down to meet him...
den he made a request...
to lepak wif him till he cools down...
well done dat b4 so y not?
so we wen to a big dome...lend him my lappy
4 awhile...juz to let him chat wif the girl he likes...
but a favor is a favor...
so borrowed him...

to tell u the truth...he reali is a good guy...
n wen he loves the girl, loves the girl whole-heartedly
but an incident happen...
the girl seems to ask him to leave her...
but he didnt want...(hard-headed uh Yanyan?)
frm 7.30 till 10.30...
keep repeatin the same words...
headache n heart pain!!!
well ive been in dis prob/shit/dilemma b4...
as a frend i try to help him...

i assist him in typin good words n not repeatin the word...
even the girl would eventually run away...
so now ive become Dr. Hitch...
nah...hahaha...
he type n type n type...
with the right words, she still reject him...
ouch! painful...

well aft they chat...my 'blue' frend fren has become
black frend...hope he dun become emo...
hehe...he showed me her blog...
we both read...n found the mistake...
known the girl for 3weeks less...
n reveal his love to her....

man itz too fast...u're lucky if the girl accepts u...
another mistake is...no space for the girl to breath...
which is most crucial/impt for a girl...
relax man...but dun blame urself...
i noe how u feel...
sory if i cnt help u...
be HappY alwaeYz Yanyan!!!

So Today...met wif Yanyan again...
still feelin very down...yet sober...
hang out tampines central park...my old fav place...
den haikal came to the pic...
oso feelin very down...coz juz got heartbroken last week...
he kept lookin at his ex pic...

i was like wow! 2 person heart broken in 2 dayz....
so will i met sumone i noe tmrw with his heart...
BroKen??...
might nvr noe....
(so stay tune to Zul's mysteries!!! sory! juz a lame commercial)
hehehe....

sumone ever said to me...

Y girlz alwayz reject the good ones while wants the attached ones?
wen the attached guy leave her, go back to the good guy...
wen the good guy has no feelins for the girl,
the girl would be cryin silently...
1st the girl would say u're not my type...
or dun force love if love cnt be nurtured...
but ever they give us a chance to prove?
at least a chance?
nooo...
wen the good is rejected, ever did the girl think of his feelins?
nooo...

~by anoynamous

another thing...most ppl askin me...if im so good to help in relationship,
y am i not attached? answer simple...DAH RELAX!!!
hahaha...

i cn make all girls laugh,
i cn flirt, i cn make a girl happy...
but all dis would nvr ever made me won a girl's heart...

i hv my happy moments, sad moments...
but dis wouldn't bother a girl's heart...

i would miss hugging, laughing n her caress...
but all dat will be locked away by a girl's heart

i could understand her hatred n sadness n
would wish to shared my happiness...
but all those would be useless if not exacutable
so wad is the missin thing to a girl's heart?

~by slumber

idk la...miss all the joyful moments...
now lazy to think bout dis heart breakin crap...
coz not being appreciated...
so dah relax! hahaha...

DISCLAMER!!!: hope dis postin don insert any hatred to anione
juz to make my postin intrestin enuf to read...although long ah...
hope u enjoy dis postin!

so till nex postin!!!

~ slumber ~

* hope not to be ~~broken~~ again... one is too many...

2008-09-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

hey guyz...
today was a frightening day of my lyfe...
sumtin reali bad 'nearly' happen to me...
well it really freak me out...
coz for e 1st time...i hanged out wif my enemies...
well i was forced to...or else...

at 1st i was on my way to skool...
sudden scream of my name were mention frm far...
so i wen to their direction...
i didnt noe datz my enemy...
wen to dem...sit wif them...
den wasnt reali able to go to skool coz was hold by dem...
haiz...reali sory but dont want to talk bout dem...
nex time maybe...

so today reali boring la...
at home whole day...
den online...talk to SD n superzee...
was reali boring!!! ahhhh....
help me...
but talkin to SD fun though...
maybe so long nvr hear frm each other...
coz im bz...i meant all bz wif their own stuff...
hehehe...so yea...
miss talkin nonsense! hehe...

well...im hopin dat i wouldnt stay back for another 6 months...
juz bcoz i miss 1 module...
must change myself more....
4 the 2nd time...
cnt turn back time so hv to look forward...
zul u cn do it!

well i juz nd a time constrain...
if sumone juz could...
well nvr mnd...keepin dis to myself...
or i wouldnt change...
dah rilek baby!!! woohoo!

hahahaha....
really sory if today's post reali boring...

weekends up n 4 sure 2 update soon!!!

so till nex postin....

~ slumber ~

* i ~~hate~~ dem!!! HATE dem to the core!!! only puase will test my patience...

2008-09-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

My Dreamz...My Nytemarez...
more like my nytemare has come...
my gastric pain act up...during fastin month...
some more is during my video shootin...
cnt concentrate...but at least did manage to fast...
i would call dis...survivin my gastric ordeal...
i near breakfast b4 the time comes...
hehehe...nvr mnd...

so came to school...
act on the new video...
didnt realised they makin me the main actor...
feel honoured....hehe...
tanx guyz...n dun wory...
im sure we hv time to complete it...
juz nd more time....last grade was B+....
now let go for A+!!! OKGO!

still a long way to go from Hari Raya...
so im gonna fast full so i cn raya fully!
hahahaha...now being the smallest is the best!
YAY! cool or wad?
hehe...best!

so till nex postin...

n SLAMAT BERPUASE 2 ALL MY FRENDZ...(YG KU KENANG!!!)
hahahahahaha!!! nice one!

~ slumber ~

* if u cn read dis....u re being ~~watch~~...hehe...

2008-09-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

Jeng Jeng Jeng....

hahaha...great day today!
coz today class cancelled...
but yet i still stay back in class till 5pm...
*Good boy larh sey!*
hehehe...no la...all i want to pass my FYP...
so stay back n my website is partially up n runnin...

and yet i 4got our date wif Dee n Zi z to breakfast @ geylang bazaar...
was late but not late...hehe...
i tot i was but im came juz in time to breakfast wif them...
the geng who wen...Dee, Shikin, Zi z, Bel n me!
yea! reali chaotic coz Dee was quite (reali) noisy....
sory girl! hahhaa...
but we had fun la...hehe...
we walked thru geylang bazaar...
frm end to the other end...
reali tired...so we off to the steps...

but we're not at marina...
so we sit near paya lebar coffee bean...
as our temporary steps...
i was able to take some pics!

the dead man's bel....hahahaha....

Zi z...pls look in the camera!!!

Dee wif the smiley face!!! compare them n itz the same! hahaha...

shikin's snapshot...nice! hehe...

yea we lepaK-ings at "the steps"
den we went off straight home...
everyone was reali tired...aft a chaotic walk...
hehehe...so yea great day comes wif a great sleep....

so till nex postin...

~ slumber ~

* ala...ur being spot-on! u gotta to keep them low...low...low...

2008-09-01T04:53:00.000+08:00

EH...EH....DaH PuASE LaAA!!!

hello sume! gd mornin evione! ta jia hao! vanaakam!
hehe.....sory if thre ani typo error in chinese n indian...
im very (quite) EXCITED coz today...
today...
...is a start of the fastin month!!!
YAY!!! hahaha!
now is 5.01am n i haven yet sleep...
coz i juz had my breakfast...
n i cnnt eat (dunno the exact time)
arnd 4.45 i shud stop eatin...

itz great dat fastin month has come...
so guyz cn pull off a record...hehe...
how many times u cn fast each year w/o failing...
well done dat b4...
i noe i hold many records...
cnnt remember the number of times...
but im sure itz not '0'!!!
hahaha!!!

some ppl might not noe the reason...
y we r fastin every year...
the reason is simple...

1. we fast bcoz is to feel how the less fortunate felt when they did not eat...
2.we fast coz is to create more bonding between our family!!!

yea! datz rite...mmm...well...
speakin of fastin...it reminds me of sumone...
my frend...Zhao Kai...
he asked me b4...
if fastin month comes rite,
i wanna to blanja u eat...
we go KFC eat...ok set?
wth??? hahahaha....

Kai if u dare to do dat, im goin to kill u!
hahaha...
wah...i juz cnt believe it...but believe it!
i didnt go out 4dayz in a row...
isnt dat amazing??? lol...
if my aunt noes dis, she will be in very peaceful state of mind...
yea...nvr mnd...
so yest i continue my conversation wif superzee again...
she juz came back frm JB...
surprisingly....i tink she tour arnd the world in 1 day...
but oni till extend from Singapore to Malaysia...

she went to JB hospital, den went to Singapore hospital
den went to the beach...
great trip uh Zee?
hehehe...but she was dissapointed dat her frendz...
cancel the Sentosa trip...
To Zee: dun wory kays! i will plan a sentosa trip...
wif the otherz...to relax!
but oni aft ur exams! for the moment...
FOCUS ON UR EXAMZ!!
yea! aft exam den relax...

woohoo... so yea...now waitin 4 the day to pass...
while fastin...i juz hope my gastric dun act up...
coz i wan to fast 4 1 whole month!!!
(i noe thre wouldnt be ani much difference
in my bodyshape, juz wish me success in my fastin!)
btw i lose sum weight ok!! hahha...

tmrw/tuesday is my ropes...
i meant my High Elements...yay!
my favorite thing to do...
but so suey itz the 2nd day fastin...
i wanna go but i hv to bear the consequences...
i might lose a lot of energy...
feelin weak...
must go!!! juz cnt miss it...
hahaha....coz i juz miss doin the flyin fox...
at the tallest peak of singapore...
coz the harness dont fit me...
hehe...

yup juz wish me well in everything i do la...
ups n downs...i noe thre alwayz sumone who support me...
sumone...n oso include my parentz
hehe!
okla now goin to sleep...
tired....Zzz Zzz Zzzz....

so till nex postin...

~ slumber ~

* hey SLAMAT HARI PUASE!!! kepade mu.....yg ku kenang...

2008-08-31T11:28:00.001+08:00

Yo! Zoul is in the house...
...in the bed, *SICKLY YEA!*
hahahaha...im juz hoping my gastric dont act up again...
coz i wan 2 go out!!! ahhh!!! itz been 3 dayz...
n i even miss watchin the BAYBEATZ...
at esplanade...haiz...
nvr mnd itz ok....
nex time den...

yest the whole mornin till nyte...
surf the net like crazy...
coz nothin to do...den do wad?
if not surf the net...i would draw until crazy...
or i play guitar till tired...hehe...
but i did chat wif sumone...SUPERZEE...
yay! at least she arnd...to make my day...

so we chat about goin to phillipines...
wad to bring?, how much $$ to bring...
the whole nyte...hehehe...
we both make jokes...
she laugh non stop...hehe...
i make her day! hahaha!
she makes joke dat she is not Zee...
she is Zee's twin sisters...Zoo n Zeo!
hahaha!...datz if oni....if she had twin sisters...
nice meetin u all Zee, Zoo n Zeo! : )

aft all dat chat, zee has to go off...
early in the mornin she had to go to malaysia...
visitin her cousin stayin over thre...
so yea...nytez super zee...!

well...nothin to do...
itz oni me n my guitar...
n y ppl alwayz say dat playin guitar alone,
is an emo boy? mmm....confusion over thre...
well i love to play guitar...not a problem rite?
n i usualy play rock songs! yea! MCR...30secs to mars...etc
but 30 sec to mars n secondhand serenade is a different story...
they r abit kinda of emo songz...
but datz exceptional...coz they r (kinda) new songz...
juz tryin out their songz...
hehe...no matter wad...
im not emo...
im juz trainin my skills so i cn be a guitarist one day...
yea!

hahaha...now off to my guitar n play till crazy!!!
woohoo!!!

so till nex postin...

~ slumber ~

* well...no matter wad...im not givin up my dreamz!

2008-08-29T10:23:00.000+08:00

i cnt take dis animore...
itz not dat im killin myself or wad...
but my gastric pain is acting up again...
goin to see a doc...ltr...i hope...
juz waitin 4 my parentz...
juz hope i cn hold on...

but like dis i hv to miss my skool...
i hv 2 project to submit...ala...
4 sure i will fail dis module...
damn!!! wad to do...
hv to let go...
4 sure otherz would think differently...

now im not able to get out frm my bed...
coz my mom dun let me leave the house...
even yest i hv been lecture by superzee...
her lecture is realy not music to my ears...
but i noe for sure ITS FOR MY OWN GOOD!!!

she told me dat her gastric is oreadi intensive one...
she must not skip any meals...
or her side effects aft eating will act up...
so im lucky to be lecture by her...
if not for her...im sure will not go doc...
hehe...tanx superzee!

but now...hv to rest...
tmrw i want to go to jammin wif ISRAFEL...
how to if the house heavily guarded...
hehehe....mission impossible time!

ive juz done watchin barrack obama's speech rally...
itz reali good! eye openin...
barrack obama rockz! hahaha...
i like wen he wrong john macain...
Gongratz to barrack obama for acceptin the nomination
4 democratic presidency...yea!
so if u dont noe wad im talkin bout...
go watch politics! yea!
now restin...anitin u guyz juz call me or msg me la...
i dont think im gonna online today...
if not tired...i try to online...

itz like my blogskin: i wont see u tonyte...

criously i wont...

wish me speed recovery!

so till nex postin...

~ slumber ~

* ouch! ouch! painful! painful!

2008-08-28T02:04:00.000+08:00

I'm Sick...Help meee!!!
for the 2nd tmye i had my gastric pain...
my 1st gastric pain wasnt painful...
but dis tmye the pain was much worse...
dat happen if i didnt take any lunch...
i nearly pass out near tampines park...
i was otw home...argh!

hahaha....i didnt want to pass out outside
so i pass out in front of the door...
which make my parentz wif an shocked expression...
all i noe...i was in my bed...cnt remember a thing...
sound like a shortfilm 'Qwerty'...
hahha...but im reali worried...
coz today my freakin frend leeza make a fake story
sayin she had a brain tumour n itz last stage...
choy...touch metal! touch wood! hahaha...

kena fake la...great move leeza!
hahhaa...
but criously i dun think i cn handle another
arnd of gastric pain...
i shud see a doc...hmmm...
coz happen like once a while...
no! i shud put it as annually...
every year, must happen at least 1 tmye...
cool or wad? not cool!!!
ahh...i tink bout dis ltr...

now my main focus is to execute our shortfilm project
the "suting" will take place in skool till late nyte...
so nd ask permission...
itz horror/comedy leh...
whre mornin got ghost?
as in ppl see ghost in the mornin?
if like "the eye" nvr mnd la...
u cn see black figure n dead Zoul(soul) hahaaa...

but how to come...
itz reali pain inside...
no zul! force urself...
max out till break down!
nice! : )
(sumone pls stop me b4 anitin happen!)

so im gonna b in skool doin shortfilm...

ok wad did i do in skool today...

wake up early mornin...like 8am!
wen to meet up my old buddy...Khairil (KiD)
we went to skool together...
chatted n slowly walk to skool...
wen to SW n nex wen to class...do noting...
no flash....so i continue wif FYP...
website team just started doin...
n deadline is tmrw...die! die! die!

den mr graham release us early...
to let us watch 4 movies for $1...
if thre r such things...every1 must be very delightful
dat is oni shortfilm...
done n organize by my Digital Audio Video course (DAV)

3 film was great except 4 one...
the story call 'ah-ma'...
im tryin to be a film critic...
but dat story...make me sleep...
sooo draggy!...till my frendz snap a shot...
...of me sleepin peacefully...
kinda silly but i like it...
so to wan: dont go overboard on the pic ok...
im gonna close one eye n believe dat u delete the pic...
or else...ur dead!!!! hahhaha!!! better give me the pic.
so cn post on blog hehehe...to make evi1 happy! grrr...

nex...we wen off b4 the last film finish...
(i told u it was draggy)
im so damn hungry...n nd sumtin hot...
den saw pat goin sumwhre
n she told me prema was alone...
so wen to accompany her...
prema was sick...as usual don wan to eat...
i had to force her...she didnt budge...
wen pat came back...she gave her 1 stare...
straight away we wen to eat...
(urgh! i nd to learn dat stare...seems powderful!)

hahaha...
i reali nd to eat so i bought prata n chicken rice...
n now i noe the side effects aft eaten...
reali like basketball...but itz fine la at 1st...
i cn handle it...
but at least prema eaten...
or else she suffer the pain...
lucky she didnt pass out like me...

aft dat...pat gets reali arrogant!
wow! disturb me ah? i disturb her back...
she's 18 n gettin mature la...wad la...ur gettin old la dey...
"i hates u ppl!" (a quote frm Master Chief...lololololx!)
idk y? but disturbin ppl wif younger age seems fun to dem...
mmm...so wad im 17? im 17 n lovin it! : )
i dun reali care if im younger than the rest...
gettin my license late...nvr get to go MOS...
doesnt matter...itz oni matter of time...

so now dun ever ever ever....
disturb me n my age or u will suffer...
pat suffer oreadi...
hehehe...grrr! stay away frm my age!
so lets chillin chillin baby!
hahaha...

nex we all head home...
tanx sara 4 the lorry ride home!
i nd to walk home frm my destination...
den nex u shud noe wad happen...

orite la....another thing...
i would like to apologise to wan (at first)...
but now it seems we hv a pic prob...
so i will edit the postin wen the pic is settle...
okayz! herhaxx!

so till nex postin...

~ slumber ~

* im not goin to survive...itz juz to painful...leave for me all the ~~memories~~ n sweet moments...

2008-08-27T01:50:00.000+08:00

itz seemz like evibody is puttin dis cool horoscope thingy...
so i'm gonna put mine...let see wad it says...
mine is sayin:

hahaha!!! nice one! saggitarius rockz!
SAGGITARIUS: THE PROMISCUOUS ONE
not all r true...most...the one who loves music, active n soft-spoken
n very romantic! etc...
hehehe...eh im actuali soft-spoken u noe...
but i had practice wif the professional...
hehe...but the one wif...
ehmm...better left it unspoken...
sadly i hv a big weakness...n i cnt removed it...
im kind... :(
kind itz alright but...
too kind is a pain! n dat whre ppl take advantage...
in every way...
i tryin to control...ahhhh...
hahahha...we'll see...
nvr mnd...but thre has stated sumtin...
sumtin which i like...
i'm romantic n very rare? really?
nice!!! cool!

back to earth...the resultz of the script is out...
n sadly again...my script is not the chosen one...
n fadilla was chosen? heart pain!
nvr mnd...im still the best video maker!
lol...so i would like to extend my congratz to my frendz:
Zai, Lyna n Zi z!
4 becomin the 3 of the 6 directorz!
congratz all!
n oso congratz to the new team...
Zi z, Me, Jonas, Eugene, You Xiang n Roy!
our story genre is Horror/Comedy...
so letz make dis happen!!!

haha...well i didnt get select at least i get to
lend my skills to sumone right?...
oh wells...come on Zoul!!! buck up!!!

very hectic day...happy wif the resultz...
happy face : )

so till nex postin...signin off!

~ slumber ~

* yes im very ~~romantic~~ n rare to find...so ~~dun lose me~~ pls...

2008-08-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

nooooo! monday blues is back n has pass!
ahhh...but i tink yest's monday blues is the best...
y? hahaha...coz instead of boring,
i went out aft skool...dah relek...
i tink yest is to cover up the 2 dayz at home
hahahah...
so wad did i do yest...

wen to skool...2hrs late...
hehe...was punish at the end...
tanx to the otherz! tanx all!!!
i guess wad reali goes arnd, comes arnd...
but dat quote....itz doesnt seem to apply on me...
y sia? no fair....oh wells...
nvr mnd...hahhaha

den aft skool...Zi z plan to go rilek at W.Coast
i agree! so we wen off...
coicidentaly wen we drop at tanah merah mrt,
i saw JiYinG la...hahaha...
talk to her...she force me to phills trip!
so dat forcin give me an idea...
...an idea which is reali pissin off ppl...
Muahahahaha!!! so evil!!!
so i ask her to give me at least 10 reasons
y shud i go for the trip???...
great Qns uh? hahahaha...

she told me to change 10 to 5 reasons...
so i agree...den she shoot all the 5 reasons...
in a way which is like bullet train...
hahahha...i heard a bit la...
but all the 5 reasons...all r similar...
nvr mnd at least hv ar! hahaha...
so nex time it would be other ppl's turn...hehe...

den me n my geng drop off at bugis...
idk y...dat Zi z...
walk arnd....nothin to see....nex stop...
...VIVO CITY...
we hang out at the steps...but alot of ppl la...
so we sit near the waters...
it was closed due to some reasons
over thre we surf the net...
n wan decide to take some pics!

our 1st shot....itz like a song album la! woohoo!

cool or wad? hahaha...nice....

ahhh....a tiger is beside me...n Zi z wad r u doin?

enterin a worm hole...

pose...pose...pose...n pose...

2nd shot...more pose pls!

last pose...me like hang tuah, wan like happy geek n Zi z...ALAMAK!!!
hahaha....

yea we rilek to let off our stress...
y must we perah minyak?
smile lar! hahaha...
dah rilek...
hahhaa...
aft dat we walk arnd...window shoppin...
den wen off straight home....

itz reali fun 4 a monday blues...
didnt guess we could hv dis much fun...
well i guess dis is wad we call FRIENDS...

so till nex postin...

~ slumber ~

* whre r u? i tink my ~~heart~~-GPS system has failed...

2008-08-24T19:19:00.000+08:00

ahhh!!! these 2 dayz is soooo boring!!!
didnt go out wif Zi z n WCV yest...
was hoping to go out today but yet....
no... :( didnt online dat much oso...
done my project...left to study....
wahh...criously...
PAGI YG GELAP...

all day at home, practicin JABBAWOCKEEZ's dance moves...
i managed to practice most of their moves! yea! i like dancin!
the JABBAWOCKEEZ...they hv reali cool moves!
hahaha...i reali wished dat my script will be accepted...
n be one of the directorz...but not oni me...
my other dudez n dudetz...wad is the result?
argh! the suspence is killin me!!! but i like it!
hahaha...lol...oh btw Last Minute Crew IS NEEDED!

aft dancin itz was juz my guitar n me...
although i've gotten e wrong string (which is not my fault),
i did manage to get it to e ryte tune...
oh well...plannin to buy my own electric guitar...
dis comin sept...i will buy it sumwhre...
sumwhre...hehehe...so sumwhre here i come!

so the whole day i was tryin to create new songs...
itz quite ok but better dont listen...
ppl said dat the most impromptu creation is the best...
to me itz the best! hahaha!

now im goin to play my guitar...again...
anitin juz text me or call me...

so till nex postin...

~ slumber ~

* yes or no...shud or shud not?...im ~~missin~~ sumtin....

2008-08-22T20:51:00.001+08:00

hey all! wow! itz been very bz week...dis week...
but im bz coz due to projects, projects and more projects...
dis week is also quite fun la...hehe...
didnt noe actuali i like to be bz and finish up projectz...
maybe to kill my free time...i guess...
now no more playin sey...
hv to concentrate on my FYP...

so wassup on dis week?
ok...1st i hv to complete n edit my MTV music video...
Yay! itz complete n not to dissapoint u guyz,
im tryin to post it here....but itz more than 100MB...
so it will posted soon...THE KOOKS -NAIVE...

nex i hv to complete my flash animation...
hehe...we hv to create a character n animate it...
my character is actuali an half alien n half predator...
my version...cool uh? hehe...

but i managed to complete half of it...
dat mr graham la...wth? submission 2.05pm...
once i off my comp...late senders get '0'!
so bad rite? Grrr...so no choice juz send incomplete project...
(haiz...hope i get atleast half marks n pass!)
n dat is done...so wad did i do next?

For my IGV lssn...we hv to do our own script!...
...n the best six is gonna be the directorz...
n will be able to select our own video crew to do ur very own SHORTFILM!!!
a dream come true man!!!! woohoooo!!! so Zai, Zi z, Wan n Dee(Adilla) stay back
at tamp mac n finish our script...but Dee was disturb me by talkin
so most of the time im e one who talkin to her...back to topic!
i wish i was able to do a shortfilm...so wen our lssn comes...
time for presentation...drum rolls!

so we had each of our individual work present...
but im the last one to present so i hv to listen frm e 1st person
n till the 2nd last person...half dead!
who the hell put my name last oso dunno...
nvr mnd i will put mine save the best for the LAST!!!
yea! datz rite! shudnt be negative!

guess wad? most of them wrote about love story...
love, love, love story...nobody had an intresting story...
for a couple of story dat grabs my attention is

aizad(Zi z)- he made a ghost comedy story
(whre he gets all of our class votes so btter not lets us down! hehe...)
Zai- a documentary guide on how to survive moshing n hard rock concerts!
(i quite like dis one...intrestin!)
Eugene- dis guy wants to make a documentary on our 'HOUSE OF LOBSTER'
(but do they agree on let them eat for free? nooo! guess not...)

so here r some of e scripts which did grab my attention...
another thing...juz imagine...wad if for every 6 directorz ,
they all makin about love story? wah u watch until sian! hahaha...
whre i hate love story...so ill be c1 (eatin or sumtin) if all movie had been shown...
n at last my turn came so must present as 'powderful' as i cn be!

my idea is to create a dance movie (so call like stomp the yard)
for the JABBAWOCKEEZ...
i don reali noe wad happen on their true story,
on a guy recently pass away...GARY KENDALL...
they now are the AMERICA's BEST DANCE CREW!
so yea! itz gonna be fun! whre i hv to get the whole skool involved!
hehe...cool or wad? so here i come...

im gonna ask SC ppl to create a hiphop competition...
and if there groups who join, they r gonna be my talents!
hehe...the winner in my video, u shud noe la... but if itz real,
itz gonna be the third n fourth positionz!
find me if u wanna to hear/intrested in my shoot!
n if cn my crew...LMC is needed but i guess they might be bz la...
nvr mnd guyz...i wanna to make dis big! i got 22 votez!

so if this is a success shootin, im goin to send them (JABBAWOCKEEZ) an email
and let them watch my video...hehehe...
nice! haha...and so if reali intrested come find me kayz!
but wait till the resultz of the 6 directorz...dont get ur hopes too high...heheh...

so till nex postin!

~ slumber ~

* dah relax! robot mode...my name is WALL-E! haha! now i noe y im like dis...

2008-08-19T01:29:00.001+08:00

urgh...juz came back home...
Day 1 at my house...great...
whre i tell u whre freedom is sweet,
it reali does...hahaxx!
but reali tired la...
for a good cauze...

today aft skool...
i went to Tanjong Katong Girls School...
n of course not to look at girlz!!!
hahha...but matt n i wen to support
our frend...alice...
frm vietnam n juz came to Singapore to study...
8 months ago...n today her skool had an collaboration
...of South Norfolk Symphonic band (USA) n TKGS Symphonic Band...
she's our close interactor...n our camp mate
so support must be given...
pics will be updated...soon...

so aft skool, waited for matt...
(although he finishes his class first)
wen to fetch his close bud...Justyn...
he is a very cool guy...
he has a very long hair...
emo type...(but he's not)
likes screamo though...
so intro ourselves n we click at that sec...

even otw thre...we chat like we were known sumwhre b4...
or izit juz me? cn click wif anione? mmm...
nvr mnd....so wen TKGS...
meet alice...enjoy the show...
(great songz! i wish we could record it...)
but lotz of picz were taken though...
wif Justyn's new Canon XLR...
wif dat kind of megapixel, no one cn complaint...
coz itz super damn clear! haha...
so tanx Justyn!

but thruout the performance...
all the three of us, talk non-stop...
y? coz im reali intrested in their band...ISRAFEL...
they cnt decide wad genre their music is....
but i noe theirs is a bit of hardcore wif additional of melody...
cool uh?
so we talk thru the whole event...
n justyn even show me his pic collection of guitarz!!!
wahh!!! damn! i wish i could hv all his guitar...hehe...
even he made his very own electric guitar!
cool or wad? hahax!
dat guitar was made for his project...

im reali intrested in the band
so he made me his guitar tech!
all i hv to do is to take care of his guitar
nice! n matt gave me another job...
i hv to be the band's webmaster...
ahhh! cn handle la...
all i hv to do is to manage frendster, my space acc n fan mails too...
so i was welcome to the band!
now im in ISRAFEL...as an webmaster/guitar tech...
so ppl look out for us...we goona make it big...
a step at a time...

den aft the show...
say bb to alice n said we had a fun time(yea we did)
we saw dis hot rocker chic...who is really grab attention of justyn's
but we...i mean he 4got to ask the chic no.
so nex time la...
den matt is reali hungry n wen hes hungry,
he keep complainin...
so we wen to eat at simpang bedok...
we ate at theshopi4gotthename....
i tink itz sumtinsumtin 89.7...
quite nice but yea very ex...
i ate satay as it has been sooo long i eat them...
itz at east side of singapore so easier 4 us...

wen we done eating,
wen off straight home...
realy great time hangin out wif matt's buddy...
hope to hang out wif him again...
nex itz to hang wif the band...
so yea...

* was feelin realy moody but tanx to matt n justyn, they made my day...
TANX ALOT GUYZ!!!

so till nex postin...

~ slumber ~

* y didnt u tell me? now im lazy to care bout ppl...dah rilek!!!

2008-08-17T23:52:00.000+08:00

hey all...today thre isnt alot to blog about...

so itz gonna be a short postin...

today i had to move house frm east to east...
weird...but shiftin back to my parentz house,

whre my freedom is freed n livin lyfe to the fullest...

im goin to write a feelin...

whre all feelins will be expressed...

the title...TODAY...

~ TODAY~

Today... whre tmrw awaits...
Today... whre people re-creates...
Today... whre feelings are mixed...
Today... whre sumtin...sumwhre...sumone will bleed...

Today... whre anger deminishes all...
Today... whre sadness conquers all...
Today... whre hatred is growin...
Today... whre pitiful soul are not OWNING...

Today... whre evione is disappearin...
Today... whre smile will fading...
Today... whre courage will fight...
Today... whre tmrw will be alright...

~by rubbish~

y i write all dis 'crap'?
y im gettin weird n weird-er each day?
how fast did sadness conquer ur feelings?
idk...juz feelin moody...
WANTED!!!
Happy frends r needed...
all r welcome...juz dun pissed me off...
hiaz....loggin off...
..............

~ slumber ~

*ARGH!!! feelin blue out of the sudden...

2008-08-17T00:54:00.000+08:00

yo! the boy juz came back to the house!!!

now the time is 1.04am...i tink nex tyme i shud define my 'evinin tyme'!

hahaha...so wanna read today scope?

so today im supposed to go to YISS installation nyte...
but waited for prema frm 10am till 11.30am...
n cnt believe im actuali logged on to the internet @ J.E...
itz not dat im impatient but prema is takin too long
i tot she bubble me n left me at J.E MRT 4 nothin...
so decide to msn wif Zi z (lucky he online...)
he said to me wait for him at clementi watch him play soccer
n he would reach arnd 11.45... so we agreed n we off...

the nex sec, prema msg me sayin she's OTW...
alamak!!! hahahha...u c wad happen if ppl r impatient...
relax man! herhaxx!
so no choice msn wif Zi z n cancel plan...
n so as normal Zi z alwayz say 'ala oni wif chickies oni!!!'
i noe he's jk oni but as long we go study n lepaK-ingz!
hahha...tanx man!

Jumped into the train n mit prema n still hv to wait 4 kavind...
hiyo! and again predict dat the event will be very long...
we both feeling very hungry so we wen to BK!
but the funny thing is we went not to eat but to play 'tai-tee' hahhaha...
she juz noe how to play n very addicted
so she nds a player n no choice hv to play
(im juz worried dat we will be chased out! hahha...)
played a few games n still ive won...
so hv to change my difficulty to her lvl.

another sec came n we received an sms...
statin dat YISS installation has ended...
we both were burst wif laughter...
now it became a juz breakfast meetup wake up early mornin juz to eat breakfast
so who to blame? i will say NO ONE!!! YAY!
den kavind came n we hv no choice to tell him dat the event has ended...
he was confused but relax
n wen to join breakfast wif us den we relax till 2pm n kavind left

nex we wen to see sara we walked arnd west mall
(for the 1st time walk thre...itz boring...look like TM but smaller)
prema got tired n she wanted to sit n hv a chat
so we follow sara to his uncle house as he still workin...
sit at a pondok play tai-tee...
idk which part of workin is he workin but he still play cards wif us
(workin hard uh sara?)
we play tai tee until siao! hahhaaha...
so me n prema...so boring we decided to do dis...

we both decide to do card stackin, im the one who did stackin...
...prema was the one destroyin it (nice one prema!)...so b4 eiffel tower crash, a pic 1st...

so stacked n had fun wif prema till 5pm n we went off
sara sends us to our destination...she went home...
n i went off to mit Zi z...n the clan...hehe
so got a ride frm him n suffer a rollercoaster ride...
he drift the car like nothin on the road...
n still said dat 180km/h id still slow
whre he want to complete 240km/h max!

crazy guy but i make him difficult by askin him to drive me thre
so tanx sara for the ride!

so wen to mit Zi z n Nabil (WCV mgr) n we off to esplanade library to study n finish up flash project... den more member of the clan came: Wan, Pelik n ahmad
so we're done wif project now go lepaK-ings Went to eat LJS @ Marina... Off to the steps...
here r some of the pics we taken...

Zi z...the nerd...

Nabil - the bel

Zoul - the goon/nutty prof! herhaxx!!!

Wan! bel-shot frm a bel-cam! say bel sak!!!!

yea pelik! Slumber is the keyword! eventhough no specs, juz stay cool...

yup datz all for pics....so nex aft hangin arnd the steps,
we headed to the memorial...
suddenly the time stop n silent kill the relaxation so
Zi z, Nabil n me coincidentally hv the same brand of laptops
each of us on songz n sing like bel sak!!! herhaxx!
COMPAQ RULEZ!!!
i was shocked to find a hotspot near the memorial
(does the dead surf internet? hahax! jkjk)
now i love wireless hotspotz!

i tink we hang out till 11.30 den we headed home...
so hv to split wif the WCV coz...
they stay at west n me, east...
datz y they called demselves:
WEST COAST VENGENCE!!!
sounds scary but itz juz a relaxation group
(tell u about them another time kay?)
im an exception to join their group...
cool or wad?
hahax!

so ya now itz exactly 3am in e mornin...
i tink datz all i cn remember wad happen yest...
if not i update tmrw (if not tired la..hehe)
didnt noe the post is sooo long...sory yea!
damn tired oreadi...goin...to...sleep...
Zzz...Zzz...Zzz...Zzzzzz

~ slumber ~

*is p**** ~~the one~~? weird...

2008-08-16T19:36:00.000+08:00

ZUL's BELIEVE IT OR NOT??

hi...believe it or not??
im online at the centre of the earth of Jurong East MRT!!!
hahaha...
sory didnt update yest
coz reali tired aft the last postin n slept @ 4.30am...
hahaha...so nd to rest...

now im on the way to YUSOF ISHAK SEC SKOOL
4 their installation...
n im waitin for PREMA frm 10am till now...
now is 11.30am...
wow...dun she bubble me!!! hahaha...
i come jurong east for nothin...
so i will update u all the scope in the evenin!...cya!

~ slumber~

2008-08-15T01:13:00.000+08:00

yo! today is realy a fun day...
not skool la
but aft skool hours!!!
hahah!
so gonna mention lil bit bout skool
n gonna say alot bout fun day!
picZ will be edited n uploaded tmrw!

so today During skool(best part oni ah!):
~ rushin to edit MTV video
~ talkin bout blog n commented dat my blog is too green...
(nvr mnd ltr i put rainbow...cool or wad?? hahahx!)
~ still rushin to do video
...datz it....boring kn???

so today at the Olympics.....
~ BOrING, BORING 'N' MUCH MORE BORING!!!
....though i still like fencing whre if ur hit, thres disco lights on ur helmet!
hahahhaha....itz true!..
....disco lightz hahaha...

n so today aft skool hours!
WOOHOO!
wen to clementi...
was prank by rash n zee
by askin me to wait at MRT
but at last they've reached...
makin me wait for 15 mins...
hahaha...yay! rash u owe me sb!

Reached to Rotary Family Centre...
saw aidil, rash, n SUPER ZEE!
HAHAHA!
n they witness andrew n me being install...
not install robotic arm or anitin but install into a new club...
so during swearin ceremony,
still afford to take goofy pic!

aft all the formal event...bla, bla, bla...
we went to eat! yay! coz super zee is reali hungry
n GOIN CRAZY!!! at 1st la...hehe
frm rotary centre till food court,
she kept singin "aspalella"
hahaha realy funny...lolx!

we bought our food n no surprize super zee finishes 1st
coz she is SUPER!!! hahha...jkjk...
but aft eatin, she started hvin side effects of gastric
its a feelin whre aft eaten, the food is bouncin like a ball...
she cnt burp...so nearly vomit...
but still she wants COKE...

even dah mintak pon, she say got some more
so we hv to force taken the coke...
TO SUPER ZEE: NO MORE COKE 4 U!!!
HAHAHA!!!

along the way...
we chat on a topic
....wad would be SUPER ZEE's POWERS!!!...
cool or wad? so her detailz r below...

SUPER ZEE BIOGRAPHY
~NAME: SUPER ZEE
~SUPER POWERS: FLYIN,RUNNING, SITTING, JUMPING N EATING!
~FAVORITES: IS TO JUAL KEREPEK BRANDED TO ALL MAKCIKZ!!! BLEH BUKAK KEDAI!
~WEAPONS: BACKPACK FILL WIF HER COSTUME(BAJU KURUNG), KEREPEK N HER WHOLE CLOSET(2 PAIRS OF SHIRTS.SHOES N SO ON...

INFO: WILL TAKE AWHILE TO CHANGE COSTUME OR ELSE LIKE SUPERMAN HOW?

hehe...jkjk

at the mrt...we hv to split up wif aidil
coz he stay west side n we stay east side...
he quite sad actuali...goin home alone
nvr mnd nex tyme hang out kay?
so b4 split we took pics
so will update n edited tmrw...

so till nex postin...

~ slumber ~

* bye bye everyone! gonna miss u all...

2008-08-13T21:32:00.000+08:00

woohoo! back for another postin...YEA!
but still dis blog looks empty... :(
juz link some of my frendz
but still...lookin for more
nvr mnd...slowly find frendz

back to postin...
today was quite a draggy day...4 me lah
coz today we kinda irritate our teacher...
MR GRAHAM...but we call him Mr *cough* ehmm...
hahahaha...
he was like a girl, complaint to a lady teacher
and expect her to shut us up...
but overall he good...in jokes but not in teachin
coz most of the time he speak in binary codes...jkjk!
we reali dont understand him during our flash lssn....

so today i wen to skool
late for 30mins
but was prank coz no one told me lssn brought forward
n i wasnt in good health (not funny guyz!!!)
kinda giddy but rahimah was thre...(tanx rahimah!)
so do my flash animation
den C1
den straight wen home

i got 1 Qns...

SHUD I OR SHUD I NOT???

mmm...itz depend on the qns...
i been thinkin bout dis...coz 1 simple mistake n im done!!!
hahaha....dun tink anihow ar!
think about it! n tag me the qns n the ans...
hahaha....signin off!

~ slumber ~

* if i go...i will regret...if i dont go...i will still regret...

2008-08-13T00:38:00.000+08:00

im back...haha!
had a/an boring yet hyper day today
went to skool
late for oni 5 mins...lolx
but still the teacher was not in teaching mood
so yea! cool or wad? hahaha!

den wen to a chair to relax
but all the relaxation was stand to a halt
alamak baru nk duduk! gerrrramz!!
hv to move to nex class to edit our MTV music video
so class ended early...
yay! but still hv to focus on MTV...

den batch capture (dun noe dun ask) the video
den edit...
den Cafe 1
the best part...
Zi z is boring
so he's up to his nonsense mode!!!
yay! he made most of our day!
Tanx man!
to Ziz: u 4got ur medicine....hahahaha....jkjk!
den go home

talkin bout the MTV
my group is actin on a song...
by an indie band...
THE KOOKS!!!
woohoo!
the song is called naive...
mmm...y dat song???
mmm....yarh y ar? hahaha...
find out urself! hehe...

i love indie songs like HUJAN n THE AUTOMATIC...
but not oni indies la
still i hv to be open-minded ryte?
so my 2nd best is screamo songz!
like B4MV, Alesana n more...
listenin to dem cn be stress-free!!!
y? coz u cn join the screamin part as well
hahahaha....
ez to say all song i like...
juz send to me n i listen to them...

WANTED!!! ALL SONG-GIVERZ!!!
pls send me ur songz!!!(which i nvr hear b4)
so i cn love the genre of the music!!!
tanx!

so datz for today postin...
till nex postin...

~ slumber ~

*whre to find ~~the one~~??? Someday... or till the day i...

2008-08-12T12:27:00.000+08:00

today got a lot to say but less time to write/type...
coz i hv to go to skool...
lol...haha...
ok yest i was forced by my aunt to moved all my things
(....my shirt, guitar, n evitin else etc...)
back to my parentz house.
it sounds like she is chasin me out of the house
sooo evil!! grrr! haha...
but instead she hv to moved house
coz of financial difficulties
so wen im back to my old house,
i hv to be independant/depend on myself...
coz thres probz in dat house...

awhh y i sound so sad?
hahaha...
i shud be happy instead rite?
yea! i got my freedom bacK!!!
so i dedicated a song by hady mirza...
FREEDOM!!! FREEDOM!!! FREEDOM!!!
woohoo!
so aft dat i wen to 7-11 in front of my house
n i actuali saw 'CICAKMAN COMIC SERIES"
nice!!! looks cool! but itz in malay so ya! :)

cak, cak, cak! haha...
thre cicakman, tania(his admirer), prof KLON(villian),
...and a new super-villian...
....called...RRAMA...she looks like ELEKTRA!
idk y but itz spell like dat...
so i hv to wait nex epilog comic...
THE LALAT GENG!
yea! nice! so datz all for dis postin!
i gtg to skool or im late!
chow!

~ slumber ~

2008-08-12T01:45:00.000+08:00

At last the blog is done...
PARTiaLy...
took 1 whole night to edit evitin...
still alot to be done...
now to add ppl to my blog
frendz needed!!!
hahas
come n link me...

still hv time to adver my blog
lololololx

for now no postin
as it still fresh...
so till nex tmye

~ slumber ~